Sunday, November 15, 2009
Im playing with fire now and its a very big mistake...i shouln't have gave u hope n lied to u dat im single..now i've made u fall in love wit me..u r such a nice person who cud get sum1 betta..i really don't wana hurt u..indeed u have been giving me the support,care,hope n concern fer this past 1 mth..i gladly appreciate all the sacrifices u done to me..but on the otha hand when u confess to me,i didn't noe how to react..i dun even noe i love u or only enjoyed ur company..i dun wan it to be in a way dat i turn to u just becux i felt lonely or heartbroken wit my boify...
Shud i just ran away in silence from u...i realie treasure everything dat we had now..i want it to be like diz all the way but i noe good things wun last long...n my r/s wit boify fer the past 3 and 1/2 years is slowly fading..all the attention dat i want n yearn from boify cud onli be achieved wen i mit him...haish.I feel damn guilty..i hope i cud get the answer who shud i choose...
ps:i can't wait fer my 1 whole wk of leave during payday week!!!=)
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