Wednesday, October 07, 2009
i knew this day will come sooner or later...
wad u both said did knock some sense into my head..
i need to change my soft heart to a stronger ones...
after reading that well composed msg of hers..i suddenly realised dat its time fer me move on...
n not hoping fer a miracle to happen...
she herself said dat she doesnt have feeling fer him but wadeva she wrote in the msg is opposite of wad she said..
it stabbed my heart too deep that i finalie bled non stop...
cold compress was given but still it didnt stop...pressure bandage is applied..now im in stable condition and i mite collapse anietym
not even a reassurance from him...all he ask was her no n dat u wanted to ask her abt her life...
m i a doll to him..thanx so much fer saying u love me so much ystd...
im not believing evry single word u saying..im hurt over n over again...
I hate u fer doing this to me,i hate u fer being my ever 1st love..i hate u fer evryting...
it wil be hard fer me to move on but im sure god will stand by me...
yesh i noe u miss her deeply but as a fren??? i doubt so...
2nd august incident will alwaez be playing in my mind...till im finalie move on..
how long?? God noes....im no longer a part of u..
hapie advance bdae to u on 9th Oct...il remain silent by then...
2:11 PM
