Saturday, May 30, 2009
On 26th May..i finally graduated from NYP..n officially a full time SN..i feel so proud of myself..wee!!in the morn went to mit sheils n heyr..was 20m mins late due to me wearing n struggling walking wit my high heels..so funny..in the end ive got blisters on both 4th toes...but i feel sexy wearing high heels...line up in the auditorium according to our name..then we went into the audi n sit at our respective places..heyr was just 1 seat below me..n MJ two seats below me..yeay!!every1 was luking so gorgeous as this is their big dae..then waited fer my dad n mom tgt wif boify to come..saw them at the back..hehee..after dat it was our turn to say the nurses pledge wit our right hand raised..
Then it was time fer the big ppl to say their speech..my stomach was grumbling at dat point of time..grrr..was super hungry sei..after 20-30 mins of speech,it was tyme fer us to go up the stage 1 by 1 to take our graduation scroll..i was feeling very nervous wit thousands of ppl looking at me..wen it was my turn to go up the stage,i just walk with confident..im so loving the limelight..soon after all the graduands have taken their scroll,it was time fer us to take our refreshments..i met dad n mom wit boify outside the audi to take pictures..after dat we went to nyp lounge to take our lunch...yum2 the food was quite nice..then heyr called me n wanted to take pic wif me..his dad n bro kept taking pic of us..hehe..so funny..then i took photo wit huda..n MJ..wen i saw her,we scream as if da lame tk jumpe,pdhal baru ystd we met at werk in the same ward lg..cute tak..yeay!!
After all the pic session,my dad went to ibrahim n tok to him..tgt wit bernard..hee..then i was feeling super hott so the 3 of us decided to return the robe...while our respective parents went home..my feet hurts like hell n the next dae im supposed to be werking AM..so tired larh..actualie after dat we wanted to go out but since evri1 leg was hurting so we decided next tyme we'll go out tgt..anw ayang thanx fer coming down fer my graduation ceremony..dats so sweet of u eventhou u hv to rushed to werk after dat..n to heyr hapie holidaes gg to KL..mux mit up before u go ns kae..lurves...
Yeah2 doing nite shift todae..im so loving it..im not sure whether siti wants to put me as junior or SN..wohoo!!!luking forward tonite..=)
1:11 PM
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Shud i just give and take?
I hate the fact dat i hv no past...it doesnt make u feel how im feeling rite now..haish.
i can't forget it till now..
anw today's my DO so i just slept like a log the whole dae..so shiok man..
im steel sleepy now..this job is tiring but the satisfaction is worth it..
im slowly developing n blooming myself to be SN..had been performing independantly except fer the IV meds.
onli managed to take 10-15mins in btw in order to finish all the changes..
wad matters is dat i can cope with the stress n workload so far..yeay!!!
doing my nites in 1wks tyme..hope it wud b a smooth one..
my ward is rotating sisters so we r gg to get sum1 dats quite hard to please..gonna get a combo,shit in no tyme my highlighted hair wud be white hair..hahaa..
its very sad to hear dat sister HO is leaving..she's a realie nice sister sei..il miss her even if she's just next door..=(
i so wana go fer facial dix tyme round...can't afford to leave my face unattended..
im craving fer gelare ice cream yum2...
9:53 PM
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
1. Besides lip,where is ur favourite spot to get kiss?
Forehead and neck..hee..lovebites or wad..yeay!!!2. How do u feel when u wakeup this morning?
i feel so sleepy as i need to wakeup at 5am n hapie dat im onli taking 9 case but wen i reached werk i hv to take 13 case..wth..feeeling streess after dat but managed to finish in tyme.3. Who is the last person i took photo with?
My lil sis shehanaz.4. Would u consider urself to be spoilt?
no..ive learnt everithing the hard way..n saving my own money just to buy things dat i like...5. Would u ever donate blood?
Wanted to at dat moment of tyme,but evryting ive make appointment wit my fren to donate blood,my menses wud automatically come...sway sia.6. Have u had a bestfriend who is of the opposite sex?
Yesh i hv and i realie treasured n cherished every moments dat we had togather..thankiu so much fer all the wonderful memories..i love u n ur company..7. Do u want someone dead?
So far not yet..until if the person realie cekik my draah then il sae 'mati tanak'.8. What does the last msg say?
Kol me and i will tell u...sounds like suspense..jeng jeng jeng..hope it wont break in anotha argument..9. What are u tinking rite now?
What to wear fer my graduation.10. Do u wish someone is with u rite now?
Yep i wished it was my bestie..but toking over the fone wit her just now made me feel more relieved..thanx dear.11. What tyme u went to bed last nite?
Ard 12am after bathing cux was on PM shift ystd12. Where did u buy the t-shirt that u r wearing rite now?
hmm how do u noe weather im wearing t-shirt or blouse..haha..im wearing a purple blouse bought from bugis.13. Is sumone in ur mind?
No..i hate him fer making me feeel this way..its so sucky.14. Who is the last person dat texted me?
Munii my bestie15. 10 ppl tagged to do this quiz
-Juliana-Lyziana-hASeena-Sheila-Heyr-Norin -Nisa-Premmy-Xiao Jun-May16. Who is 2 hving r/s with?
hmm so far she told me she's in love with her 5year old cuzen17. Is 3 male or female?
of course female lar..she's my sister lar sei18. If 7 and 10 get tgt,wud it be a gud thing?
NEVA...it won't even be lar..19. What is 1 studying abt?
she's a SN in my ward..hehe..no more studying ler..werking already..20. When was the last tyme u chat with 5?
omg dats like 1 wk ago i think...soo long..have to get updates from him=)21. Is 4 single?
yesh she's alwaez single..but aniebodie who wants to get to noe her must take gd care of her..she's a gud fren who can give warmth love.22. Say something abt 2?
she love her new ward soo much betta than her previous prcp ward..hehe23. Wad do u tink of 3 n 6 being tgt?
my sis wit my fren..they don't even see or noe each otha unless i let them read each otha's blog..hehe24. Describe 9.
she's a fren dat can keep ur secret n make u laugh n smile wen u're sad n will alwaez be ther wen u need her.25. Wad will u do if 6 n 7 fight?
they wont fight lar cux they hv been frens fer 3 years n norin is soft spoken n give n take while nisa is sumone who alwaez sympthise ppl easily..aww so sweet rite both of them..26. Do u like 8?
Yesh n she's my 1st poly fren so she's special..i love n miss u gal..ps: i hate u fer everyting..i wished dat i won't hv fallen hard fer u...
9:27 PM
Sunday, May 17, 2009
I just dunoe how to put it into werds...
sumtymes i find u very annoying n wud scold u unintentionally
sumtymes u wud be sarcastic wif me n said dat its all a joke
sumtymes u wud say dat i dun sacrifice enuff fer u
sumtymes i dun tink dat u love me wholeheartedly
sumtymes i tink dat u dun care fer me n dat im not important to u
sumtymes ur sweet words just make me feel dat im the special one
sumtymes u wud show me loads of love by hugging n kissing me n assuring me dat im the only 1 fer you
sumtymes i wud be touched by how much u love me...
im confused...n with my shift werk,i dun think dat we can mit often...
i do lurve u but im sorie dat we can't spent tym overnite like we used to dear
i hope u understand..at dat very point wen u said as to y i can't sacrifice fer u..
im reallie disappointed n sad..ive known u fer 4years ayang n u said like dat..
dis is life..werk n money is impt besides love dat y i wana carve a career with loads of money so dat in tym to come,we wud hv an easy life..
m i wrong to say that..
i wish life was neva complicated..
6:52 PM
Saturday, May 16, 2009
After 5 days of werking finalie i get my DO on sat n sun wic is tdy n tmr...so im gona slip as long as i can to pay back my loss...today went to get my graduation robe..i so can't wait..another 2 more weeks..had yet to buy my graduation top..i just dunoe wad to wear..n sister granted all d 4 of us DO..shiok or wad..yeay!!! Paydae in another 10 more daez..i hope the pay is betta than last mth..saw pavalam during NP orientation in ttsh..hehe..staff nurse or wad..i love my werk..have yet to complete the checklist..left 1mths plus to complete it..soo rushing sei..starting my nite in 2wks time..besh nyer..da tu wif my preceptor plak tu..=)..i hope im able to be independant fully in time to come..can feel the heavy responsibility on my shoulder tp i don't mind as getting the pay is satisfying enuff...wee!!! I love my new lifeee...
10:49 PM
Monday, May 11, 2009
the kenduri at mamiyam's house was a super success n kecoh-rable..unfortunately i didnt manage to take pics wit kiki due to her shyness cux its her 1st trip ther...n i managed to coax her to come fer kenduring despite unforseen circumstance,amcm can be counsellor tk..hehee.im getting the hang of my new title SN..hehe..n my colleagues all made it fun n worthwhile to werk in dat kind of environment..yeay!!!i learnt alot today n will rmbr wadeva im taught..trust me i wont dissapoint u..=). i want my bonus can i be confirmed now..need to wait anotha 6mths more..super long wait..i hope it wud be worthwhile..lurves..
10:54 PM
After 5 days of werking finalie i get my DO on sat n sun wic is tdy n tmr...so im gona slip as long as i can to pay back my loss...today went to get my graduation robe..i so can't wait..another 2 more weeks..had yet to buy my graduation top..i just dunoe wad to wear..n sister granted all d 4 of us DO..shiok or wad..yeay!!! Paydae in another 10 more daez..i hope the pay is betta than last mth..saw pavalam during NP orientation in ttsh..hehe..staff nurse or wad..i love my werk..have yet to complete the checklist..left 1mths plus to complete it..soo rushing sei..starting my nite in 2wks time..besh nyer..da tu wif my preceptor plak tu..=)..i hope im able to be independant fully in time to come..can feel the heavy responsibility on my shoulder tp i don't mind as getting the pay is satisfying enuff...wee!!! I love my new lifeee...
