Monday, February 09, 2009
Went out with MJ just now...fer jogging..hahaa..muke semua mcm bdk sec 4 lar sei..kekek nk mampos..anw i managed to finish 6 rounds jogging non stop..gud or wad..before that was movie marathoning at home..watching the hindi film just remind me of me,u n him..the good old tyme..well dats all memories..after jogging,went to swimming complex to swim..bought a child ticket..hehe..notti2,luckily no 1 saw..then went to submerged myself in deep pool...it was a very nice feeling dat i feel so loved by the waters...style kepe..yeay!! Have a nice chat wit MJ...if MJ not in dis werld,i wont hv a partner fer my NJ..hehe..then chubs wont hv sum1 to kol lily n bear wont hv sum1 to call baby..hehe..klakar kepe..anw i enjoyed my dae alot with u..we shud hang out again..im waiting fer the blood donation thingy..thanx fer the iron tablet gal..
I've been thinking alot lately about us...
Our love kept fluactuating like high tides n low tides..
till at some point of time,i dun even noe whether u reallie love me because of my superficial or my inner beauty..
its true sumtym i don't express my love even thou hw much i miss u..
its alreadie my nature..
at 1 point of tym u wud show me so much love till im scared dat u love me more than i love u..
i noe its betta to be loved than loving sumbody..
but im scared dat 1 dae if i were to eva hurt u..
wad wud become of u n me..
i dun even noe hw to tell all my feelings n tots to u as u wud think dat im thinking too much..
its just hard hving to contain all the feeling in my heart like a prisoner..
i hope dat 1 dae u wud listen to voice of dix heart of mine..
9:54 PM