Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Wad did i do to deserve all this...
even if u r fcuking stress u dun hv the rite to shout at me okay..
its gud enuff dat i didnt get mad at u n started quarrelling like i used to do..
i've mended my wae..
all i wan is ATTENTION..
do u eva understand me..
u hv been neglecting me fer the past few daes..
sweet words doesnt make up fer the attention dat i need..
i tot of cooking ur fav dish fer the 1st tyme in my life on v-dae since u dont want to celebrate the dae..
but i dun think dat it will eva work-out..
its too much fer me to handle it now..
im tired,real tired..
i wish dat i cud just lie down n forget everything n to start my life all over again...
10:21 PM
Monday, February 09, 2009
Went out with MJ just now...fer jogging..hahaa..muke semua mcm bdk sec 4 lar sei..kekek nk mampos..anw i managed to finish 6 rounds jogging non stop..gud or wad..before that was movie marathoning at home..watching the hindi film just remind me of me,u n him..the good old tyme..well dats all memories..after jogging,went to swimming complex to swim..bought a child ticket..hehe..notti2,luckily no 1 saw..then went to submerged myself in deep pool...it was a very nice feeling dat i feel so loved by the waters...style kepe..yeay!! Have a nice chat wit MJ...if MJ not in dis werld,i wont hv a partner fer my NJ..hehe..then chubs wont hv sum1 to kol lily n bear wont hv sum1 to call baby..hehe..klakar kepe..anw i enjoyed my dae alot with u..we shud hang out again..im waiting fer the blood donation thingy..thanx fer the iron tablet gal..
I've been thinking alot lately about us...
Our love kept fluactuating like high tides n low tides..
till at some point of time,i dun even noe whether u reallie love me because of my superficial or my inner beauty..
its true sumtym i don't express my love even thou hw much i miss u..
its alreadie my nature..
at 1 point of tym u wud show me so much love till im scared dat u love me more than i love u..
i noe its betta to be loved than loving sumbody..
but im scared dat 1 dae if i were to eva hurt u..
wad wud become of u n me..
i dun even noe hw to tell all my feelings n tots to u as u wud think dat im thinking too much..
its just hard hving to contain all the feeling in my heart like a prisoner..
i hope dat 1 dae u wud listen to voice of dix heart of mine..
9:54 PM
Saturday, February 07, 2009
PRCP ended on 29 jan 2009..which marks the new life fer me..no more school in NYP..bye NYP..time pass by so fast..now its the 2mths holidae which im gonna spent like crazy going out with frens n family before i start my full swing RN..miss passing report thou..met up with juliana on tues n thurs..went to collect uniform on tues...da feeling2 like SN sei..hahaa..then went to eat at BK while reminiscing our prcp moments..hehe..especialie all the gossips..then zoom back to woodlands to get my starbucks choc cream chip..yum2 delicious..then head to meet ayang fer dinnner...end the dae with a smile..on thurs went out with juls again but a pity lyz can't follow or else it wud b more fun..yeay!!!Went to hosp to visit sherlyn whose hving bleeding pr..went we reached ther she went fer colono so waited till 3.30pm..bought fer her tigger soft toy n a card..get well soon kae.Can't go fer med checkup due to my menses..bohooho..if not skali arung more ez..get done n over with..
Perhaps il go med checup nxt wk..hv yet to complete the whole stack of the registration fer SN..went to cotton on to trie out the shades..it was so funny sei because most of the shades were either too big fer my face or too small..kept laughing like mad..juls forgotten to take pic eventhou she promise me dat she will..hehe..nxt tyme is a must kae.loves.
Met up with my beloved bestie after 1 yr..without her bf..thankgod.it was strange dat she asked me weather i was free..n she asked me out..hapie larr seyy..then went to buy contacts n tok about our past n future..kutuk2 whoeva dat pass by us is our pastime..hope after her attachment she is free to go out wif me n munii..its a must sei.
1 more mth to the trip dat im luking forward..shiok or wad..lurves!!
Heard dat thers gonna be a class gathering at bernards place..i hope dat its gonna b a suceess larr..N i wana new hairstyle..i love sheila's hair sei..so nice n ladylike..hehe..
11:53 AM
