Saturday, June 28, 2008
Went to novena to have lunch with ayang at Fork n Spoon...tot it was a chinese kopitiam..didn't realise dat there was a 'halal' certificate pasted on the wall..haha...ayang ate fried kway teow while i ate ban mian..but i steel prefer the banquet version lar..after dat i sent him off to the bustop and went to take train to bugis alone..hehe...had to grab sumthing fer sister bdae on mondae..bought fer her a shirt..hope she will like it...
Ayang is not feeling well...take plenty of rest n sleep early kae...the main thing is to eat ur medicine..dun be stubborn tau syg if u wana be well again...
I hope u r feeling okae now...n u hv think thru manie tyme before u arrive to dat decision...wadeva it is,i will alwaez be there fer u...
ps: i am in lurve with u...just keep loving me the wae u do...
10:42 PM
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Ystd fer the 1st tyme,i saw her with my own pair of eyes...i have long wanted to see how she looks like...n i saw it fer myself..I had high expectation of her cux i tot she would like pretty.Never did i expect her to be just a girl next door...she didn't seem like a person who like to smile...it did change my perspective of her being a friendly girl...so all dix while i was trying to keep up with her appearance but i did more than what expected...Had a big fight with ayang cux i began to take things lightly nowadays...im sorie i didn't take ur feeling into consideration..n laugh about the matter..i noe it involves alot abt ur reputation..slept onli at 4.30am ystd cux we wanted to settle things between each otha..it takes alot of effort to ensure the smooth sailing of relationship..give and take is the KEY. Thanx ayang fer making me a betta person. My temper now in under control...Todae FYP presentation sux with Tang as our lecturer...she didn't realie like our idea of battle kit becux she expected more than pictures and words. It took us alot of effort to finish the product on tyme. I just dun like the wae she thinks becux its wae different from wad the module coordinator expect of us...n dat cramp face of hers just makes me irritated n it did distract me during the presentation...nevertheless we hv to take her feedback into consideration..n she was good enough to actualie take into account dat we r d the 1st grp to present so she will be a lil leniet..Went home n straight away bump onto the bed..was so tired n sleepy to the max larr...slept frm 6.15pm to 9.45pm..was supposed to wake ayang up at 8.45pm but i overslept n set the larm at the wrong time*hee*. N now im trying to drink hot chocolate to make me sleepy again...no plans fer FRIDAY...no life sei..was tinking of hving dinner with my 2 bestie but im afraid dat parasite won't agree..FUCK larr he hv no rite to control her life larr...u onli her bf not husband..i just hope she can..if not then will slack at home or just to lepak with khair n sheil...see 1st provided theres no miting lerr...ps: u r sweeter than wad i hv ever emagine n im convinced dat im the onli one dat u lurve...n i will lurve u fer as long as we r together..
11:36 PM
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Finalie FYP powerpoint presentation is almost finishing with a bit of touchup to be done...went to see Ms Tan weather we r on the rite track...n she said we r on the rite track..thank god..lucky she wasn't fussy as wad i thought but she alwaez neva fail to show her cramp face..haha..
Went cwp to accompany heyr to wait fer rikee...then we sat at the usual place n heyr started doing pjt werk with his labby while i played with his comp...saw a sec sch couple standing near the bridge n looking out..so fortunate lar them...so young got boify..i onli had boify after i graduated frm sch..dats part n parcel of life...just miss my youth life alot...
Then went to buy waffle n went separate way...i took the train n saw sharon my junior whom i was closed to...she look more prettier now..talk abt how we used to be in sec sch with ravpreet,muni,fira n herself..gossiping n laughing loudly abt teachers n BOYs,doing stupid stuffs when seniors dared us...n guess wad i saw the two irritating teachers of my sch...luckily they didn't approach us..or else mati larr...hah...
Need to do my composition fer boify n also objective fer FYP...hope everything goes well..weee!!!
To my dearest girlfy..dun b discouraged with the sch stresful schedule..im sure u will b able to pull thru...rmbr all those ard u.they can be ur motivation...its fer ur own future...if u need me to push u,i can study with u even if u r not the same course, then u won't slacked further..i will be more willing to help my fren...
9:05 PM
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Ayang todae i feel so comfy just being by ur side...u realie change alot fer me..u finalie hv the courage to manje2 with me..i feel like as thou its a dream. Sometime i do wonder y feelings can fluctuate..at 1 pt u will be so in lurve with that person n anotha pt u just feel normal eventhou there is still love fer each otha...i like all the sweet words dat u tell me todae,i like the wae u belai my hair n face...i like the wae u hug me n stare in my eyes n the wae u hold my hand..becux u onli do it once in a blue moon..todae u gave me dat new sensation..i believe couples can do anieting to spice up their r0mance life..ayang i believe in u and us...i love ur company...i feel fortunate dat i get to spend my life with u..
12:48 AM
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Yesterday at Siloso Beach:





Sunday's is Mother's Birthday:

Happy Birthday Mother...I love you..you are the bestest Mom

Saturday outing to JB at citysquare MarryBrown:

Sister's gathering

Im loving the holidays!!!Wohoo...lalala..wiss wiss wiss...
9:23 PM
Friday, June 13, 2008
YES AHHH........me n heyr had completed 9km of Southern Ridges...wohooo...
We mit 2pm at harbourfront station n went to venture to find wers the mount faber park...
Heyr kol rikee to reconfirm weather r we walking the rite wae...seems dat we walk one big round..but dats a gud thing cux we dot to experience the feeling of going hiking...1st we hv to go thru so many flight of steps before reaching Marang's trail...dats a lot of hardwerk...serious..no joke sei...
Luckily the sun was not dat scorching hott...after going thru Marang's trail...we go fer the forest walk n then the alexandra arch,Kent ridge Park n finalie the Canopy walk...When we reached the alexandra arch,i was amazed..it was so high up n u can even see the forest under the bridge thru the tiny holes...my gosh i was freaked out but just continue to walk cux we had gone a long wae...n there was a durian tree dat we spotted before reaching 500km to the end of alexandra arch..so cool or wad...at the alexandar arch,heyr kept taking pictures n we decided to hv a break to drin water n ate sum snacks..while eating we saw a grp of ncc boys n girls walking while cheering fer themselves...they were staring at us n their cheer was so odd sei...very the funnie...heyr wanted to video but at d end,he realised dat he did'nt press the record button..hahaa...
We continue to walk till a point of tyme we were lost...we didn't noe wer's the wae to kent ridge cux there were 2 wae junction..then we just walk thru the construction site near the kent ridge area..went thru the canopy park n spotted a squirrel..so cute larr the wae it climb the trees...then frm far we cud hear the ncc ppl shouting n cheering...we were ahead of them eventhou at dat point of tyme we were resting...after the canopy walk it was the end but we need to find the exit which is the science park at NUS...then we spotted a signboard dat say "pond" so we were curious as tp how the pond luk like,we decided to explore it...given dat it readie 6pm,we need to walk faster before it turn dark...
At last we saw civilisation...NUS ppl jogging around th pond...we noe dat we r nearing to the finishing point...then we saw a busstop..thank god...took the bus to buona vista n heyr accompanied me all the wae to cwp to eat minced chicken noodle...after dat we went separate waes n head home...
Im sunburnt but dat does not matter cux i realie did enjoy the 4 hrs walk...damn shiok arh..
The next tyme we shud go walk in the night cux the scenery is much nicer with different color lighting...im gonna go ther again in the night tyme lar...
Pictures r with heyr so if i managed to get it then i will upload it on the blog...
In a wae i did exercise todae..yeay!!!
1st step to losing weight...going to m'sia tmr wit family...to buy dvd n also to do treatment lar...can't wait...
1st wk gonna b over...2nd wk will b pjt stuff oh gosh hv to b prepared.
Ayang dun tink too much...im not blaming u...dun get the wrong idea..nobodie is perfect in diz world n each n everone of us r unique in their own wae...so i respect the wae u behave wen u r with me cux wad i noe is i love u fer who u r n just because i love u doesn't meant dat i hv to change u...just noe i will alwaez b dere fer u thru thick n thin..trust me..
I LOVE U DEEPLY
9:40 PM
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Rikee n Heyr....i love the night walk yesterdae with both u guys n the breezy wind...sorie dat i went out late ystd...usualie by 12midnite i wud hv gotten out but ystd was tough especialie the security alarm system part n since its the holidaes my family turned in quite late..i was feeling abit scared at dat moment..lucky my 2nd sis pakat with me n cover up..thanz sis ur the best!!!Eventhou i don't express it,i do appreciate every ting dat u do fer me :)
So went out at 1.50am...managed to catch at least 30mins of slip..then heyr called to check on me..ur suspicion was rite i was sliping but i did set the alarm..managed to escape bringing items such as contact lens casing,mirror,lighter n cardigan fer myself...rikee dress so innocent lar like sec sch kids..very cute especialie with his specs on..
Like wad heyr has blogged in his blog,we toured woodlands area n this tyme without a map so we had to based on each otha sense of direction...it was so much fun especialie wen u hv to be sure dat ur sense of direction is correct...3 pitstop: playground at 430, bustop at 317 n RP n lastly under rikee's blk...we were totalie tired n since there's 2 bench..we both reserved each bench..open our shoes n lie on the bench..it was so comfy dat we slept fer at least 40 mins..damn syiok mann...
After dat its tyme to head home...i took bus 912 while heyr took a cab since his hse is far frm here...reached at 7.30am n i just bumped on the bed...slept until 10.30am becux ayang kol me...tok to him fer awhile n then went back to slip..every hour he kept disturbing me..no peace lar..grrr!!! woke up finalie at 2.45pm n got readie to mit ayang despite my tired body...kate syg mahh...
N now im blogging fer awhile before i sent an email to geeta regarding FYP...n then off to bed fer hiking tmr..get readie sun block lotion..i turned dark due to swimming last tue with ella in the morning n with ayang in the evening...still got a lot of fats to burn..must chiong arh...n im shocked dat we onli got 1wk break after the 5wks attachment before PRCP...mampos..so fax=st sae..need to prepare liao...
We onli hv 3-4mths left before we go fer separate attachment..i swear im gonna miss all the night life n crazy stuff we did...just do noe dat i appreciate ur presence in my life...thanx fer being a great gilar fren...n rikee hope dat ur backache goes off soon n go seek medical treatment kae...lurves!!!
11:26 PM
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
U did prove a lot to me yesterday...Now im convinced dat u hv no more feelings fer her...I feel dat im of great importance to u...n in a wae i feel very special..Wadeva u expressed to me ystd,i hv neva seen dat side of u..It did surprised me n u took a lot of courage just to express it...I appreciate the sacrifice u made ystd..just to be with me 2 hours in the middle of the night...Ur words keep ringing in my ear..i just wish dat tyme can be stagnant so dat i can be in ur arms the whole night...The memories was beautiful n ystd did make me realise dat my feelings fer u r much stronger after all the hassle of quarreling.. Indeed wad they sae is true fights help to strengthen bond between a couple given dat both parties dun give up...Ayang i love u..wadeva confession i made ystd to u r realie frm the bottom of my heart..I promise u dat i won't sae dat word again...I miss u...
11:19 PM
Monday, June 09, 2008

Bestie n me
Met bestie at 12pm todae n catchup with alot of stuffs....we tok abt each otha boify n abt the past when we were single...we alwaez stick with one anotha..spent evry single daez either on the fone or at each otha's hse..but now its no longer the same,i miss those time...nevertheless we still trie to mitup despite our bz schedule..gal i appreciate ur efforts alot...being with u just make my life hapie...with ur laughter and stupid jokes..hehe...i wish tyme can just stay the wae it is..but sadly it can't...anw i hope we can b frens forever as long as we can...lurves!!!
Me with koyok on my neck
Decided to go jogging but sprain my neck dunoe becux of too much hanging on the fone...haha...very painful lar..i hope by tmr everything wud b okae cux i promised ella dat im going swimming with her at jurong...a healthy lifestyle fer me this whole week...no choice mahh my babat is showing lar beneath my clothes...must be determined..Did tried doing pushup ystd but fail despite 3 tries...Morning,Afternoon and Evening..i landed on the floor n can't get up again...so heeded heyr advice...it takes 2 wks then can pass to do 1 push up...haha..i will do my very best to tone my bye bye fats...yeay!!!
6:27 PM
Birthday celebration at ayang's hse fer baby 6th birthday bash ystd
Baby Adrian....this is how my son will look like when he's born.Cute rite?

Me and Umairah

Me with Christina


Mak oteh n Cik aziz Family

Me with ayang's family...too bad he need to work so didn't take photo with him

Muke steam keperrr!!!

Happy 6th birthday baby princess...
1:28 AM
Friday, June 06, 2008
Shucks!!! How can i eva forget my handphone...
Was late n have to rush cux got bernard lecture...
Later skipping community health at 12pm..
N going home to take my hp n go out with mother n sis...
SHOPPING...
Miting boify tmr so wana go buy new top...
Yeay...holidae start readie..
Hv to train fer dis wkdaez n miting fira n the giler gurls...
Can't wait..
2nd wk will be pjt work but 1st wk chiong lar go ENJOY!!!!
10:33 AM
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
Ystd NAPFA test left me with a abdominal and thigh cramp....failed it after 2 wks of not training n running..but haha at least i did tried my best..anw alraedie noe the outcome even before i start...at least poly dun force us to retake over n over till u pass like in the sec sch daez...but heyr too bad lar u need it fer NS..but its not bad after all since dat fren of urs is willing to train tgt with u..i wana follow larr sey...hehe...During break,me n heyr started on our socio ica on job satisfaction...managed to crack our brains to tink of examples to relate to the theories...n there's a new module wer we hv to do 2 more ica fer 3106...more work...haish..no break sei...holidae hv to rush thru to do pjt...FYP presentation in wk 11...3 more weeks..OMG..slides steel not readie...hmmm...Yeah tmr going out with heyr n sheil b4 she berangkat to umrah...dunoe wad to wear becux tmr there's photo taking candid shot..must wear nice2 larr..haha..kae wana go search wardrobe now..wee!!!
9:57 PM
Monday, June 02, 2008
Slept at 3am ystd cux couln't stop coughing n woke up twice in the mid of the night to vomit...i hate dis kinda feeling.Onli managed to get 3 hours of sleep n in the afternoon theres NAPFA test..im prepared to fail cux i dun think i can do the inclined pull up...lucky im a gerl lar,if im a guy it has an impact on NS life..2months will be shorten if thebguys managed to get either silver or gold if im not wrong..
Brought wrong book to 8am lecture todae,so ask fiona for blank paper to copy notes .Irene teaching is very effective becux she explain everything in detail n make u understand the topic betta...both irene n clemaus lecture was short n sweet so ended early n went to eat at north canteen.While on the wae bump into fira n her frens..so gud she finish her class at 11am fer the dae..Hapie yr 1 life mah...heyr mia fer todae morn lecture.Will be seeing him in the lab session ltr..
2 more hours to go...im feeling very sleepy after having a heavy lunch...was thinking of waes how to save money.I just can't resist my temptation of spending my money on unnecessary things.Have yet plan to go out with my sec sch frens...miss u all alot lar...2wks break cuming so must plan..FYP is due on wk 11.Shucks during the holidae theres so much things to cramp n im scared fer med surg module cux there 5 bks to study.Like wad i told fiona in the morning,no more last min study or else diff to pass...exam will start in wk18-19 like dat..stress sei..n thinking abt countdown to PRCP makes me more nervous eventhou im excited but theres sure bound to be stress n scolding frm seniors but no choice..just hv to face it..
I want to GO SHOPPING...everything in my wardrobe are all worn out...n i need shoes n slippers...just waiting fer holidae so dat i can shop shop shop...
2 more daes to 13mth anniversary..wee!!!
I will forever love u till i close my eyes.
12:46 PM