Thursday, May 29, 2008
Here i m blogging in the computer lab at lvl 5 during the 2 hour break...have no meeting so decided to slack and blog..sheil n rab are having meeting until 3pm...no choice have to be a loner...haha..anw heyr i miss u lar..3 daez u're not in sch so boring sei...naseb sheil ade to company me..anw skip 8am lecture becux was too tired n sick..5% deducted sei.Dats a lot lar...but nehmind at least got xtra hours to slip...have yet to buy books fer anotha module which is 3106.All tgt got 6 bks worth of $20...perhaps i just buy it tmr...Came sch at 11pm eventhou there was miting at 10am.Can't seem to wakeup due to drowsiness of the cough syrup n piriton.
Went to take out money at yck mrt atm but its not working so decided to q up outside cheers..after waiting fer ard 15mins,it was my turn but transaction could not be made.Was so frustrated cux i don't hv a single cents fer todae.May was so nice to lent me $5.Rest assure i will return u the money tmr...steel hv anotha 2 hrs lect to go..so sianz..ayang picking me up at yck after sch...miss u dear.
Ayang rest assured i will change myself to be a betta person n not throw my tantrum over trivial matter..n im no longer sensitive like last time...its been a week since we last fought.So i cud sae theres a bit of improvement..like wad they sae in a r/s we have to give n take..its true dat i lurve u ayang but sumtym i don't sae it verbally.Instead i show u dat i lurve u more than aniething else,action speaks louder than words..Wadeva i did on tue fer u is ikhlas dari hati...The gud thing is im slowly trusting u.I don't hv the suspicion of u calling anotha gerl when i don't hv midnight calls frm u...i hope every lil things dat i done fer u can eventually make u forget her...its 3years alreadie..i dun wan it to drag anie further ayang...i noe u love me but its not wholeheartedly cux there is steel space in ur heart dat u steel hv a bit of feelings...but i give u more tyme..u might sae dat im selfish but its fer my own gud ayang...
I hope dat dae will come so dat this thoughts won't haunt me forever...
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