Thursday, May 08, 2008
Came home late ystd at 11pm cux a friend of mine is in need....u r alwaez there weneva i need u so its time i repay back ur gratitude...was shocked wen u called me n sudd started tearing...i noe sumthing is not rite...quickly rush down to braddel to pick her up after theory test n went down to esplanade...wanted to withdraw money but atm machine at esplanade was faulty..the idiot thing is dats the onli atm machine lar... lucky steel got spare cash at dat tyme...onli $4.50 enuff to buy the shrooms meal...hahaa...
Told her updates abt my sch life,attachment life n pasttime of kutok org...at least it did make her cheer up fer a while...after dat wen to merlion to sit down n tok...told me dat she had a quarrel with her bf n d wae he treat her is so different after 1 year of being tgt...i noe if 4 yrs r/s can breakup wad more a 1 yr r/s...it all start frm a small misunderstanding n sum harsh words dat pierce thru her heart...i feel fer her cux i went thru dat situation b4...either 1 hv to give n take n make initiative...i rmbr MAY once sae...love the person fer who she/he is...dont eva change the person...but the guy wan her to change...
Sumtymes they can be insensitive to gerl's feeling...im not generalising...sum guys r ok...ex is alwaez the contributing factor in r/s quarrel..wad to do we gerls r sensitive n selfish...if can we wan our man all by ourself...but dats impossible...haha...
Luckily fren is taking it cool n easy...dun b too harsh on urself...in life certain times we hv to let go of things if he does not belong to us...u can enjoy ur singlehood without control...im sure u will find a betta guy..just noe i will b dere fer u alweaz...trust me...
Slept at 1am ystd...was so tired...n todae the whole dae i was weak n sleepy...didnt felt like dis b4...to the extent dat i slept fer a while at a seating place at lvl 3 beside bio lab...im all so drained...cant slip during aftn nap...
Hafiz sir msg me....so hapie dat he replied to my msg..its been so long since i last saw him...miss his phrase...got gold on the floor is it until must look down, my grandma take it awae readie...
Cnt wait fer ymr graduation briefing...on the actual dae can wash eyes larr..haha..noti2..got intention wan...will b miting ayang onli on sat..5 daez of not miting him make me miss him...distance makes the heart fonder??
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