Friday, May 30, 2008
Don't push me against my wish...I tak nak means i tak nak kae..A lie dat shud have been told earlier...Y shud u hide it frm me..Im disappointed but rest assured i won't bear grudges against u..Its my fault dat i take it too hard..Im sorie..
9:00 PM
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Here i m blogging in the computer lab at lvl 5 during the 2 hour break...have no meeting so decided to slack and blog..sheil n rab are having meeting until 3pm...no choice have to be a loner...haha..anw heyr i miss u lar..3 daez u're not in sch so boring sei...naseb sheil ade to company me..anw skip 8am lecture becux was too tired n sick..5% deducted sei.Dats a lot lar...but nehmind at least got xtra hours to slip...have yet to buy books fer anotha module which is 3106.All tgt got 6 bks worth of $20...perhaps i just buy it tmr...Came sch at 11pm eventhou there was miting at 10am.Can't seem to wakeup due to drowsiness of the cough syrup n piriton.
Went to take out money at yck mrt atm but its not working so decided to q up outside cheers..after waiting fer ard 15mins,it was my turn but transaction could not be made.Was so frustrated cux i don't hv a single cents fer todae.May was so nice to lent me $5.Rest assure i will return u the money tmr...steel hv anotha 2 hrs lect to go..so sianz..ayang picking me up at yck after sch...miss u dear.
Ayang rest assured i will change myself to be a betta person n not throw my tantrum over trivial matter..n im no longer sensitive like last time...its been a week since we last fought.So i cud sae theres a bit of improvement..like wad they sae in a r/s we have to give n take..its true dat i lurve u ayang but sumtym i don't sae it verbally.Instead i show u dat i lurve u more than aniething else,action speaks louder than words..Wadeva i did on tue fer u is ikhlas dari hati...The gud thing is im slowly trusting u.I don't hv the suspicion of u calling anotha gerl when i don't hv midnight calls frm u...i hope every lil things dat i done fer u can eventually make u forget her...its 3years alreadie..i dun wan it to drag anie further ayang...i noe u love me but its not wholeheartedly cux there is steel space in ur heart dat u steel hv a bit of feelings...but i give u more tyme..u might sae dat im selfish but its fer my own gud ayang...
I hope dat dae will come so dat this thoughts won't haunt me forever...
1:47 PM
Monday, May 12, 2008
Todae i was super nervous fer my prac exam dat is due at 2pm...i just hope dat i can get hand rub fer my skills cux i heard dat its ez to pass...the time came...At 2pm,i was the 1st one to go following the class register..my right eye was twitching...which meant gud thing will happen...
We were all supposed to choose a card...me,sheil,poh n pan shuang get OT skills...i was super duper hapie...weee!!!
It was assessment time...i got dix old lady dunoe wads her name...i almost forgotten to sae out the envt part...n during rubbing the floor was very WET...she said dat i almost flooded the place...due to she being short,she stand on the stool next to the brush holder making it difficult fer me to take the brush...
Nevertheless i steel pass...im so hapie...yeay!!! Got the same lecturer as heyr wer can neva pass wan...hehe..then after dat send sheil to bus interchange cux i hv to wait frm 3-5pm fer boify to finish werk...after dat i bumped into poh so i walked with her all the wae frm sch to bus interchange...just trying to occupy time...
Then mit boify at 5pm n went to his hse...take a nap fer 1 hr more or less...then played with his youngest sis card game...boify continue to slip...he wokeup n we ate dinner tgt...after dat went home...
Hv yet to prepare my speech fer tmr presentation...will do it after dis or slip 1st fer 4-5hrs den i wakeup so dat the mind is fresh...sorethroat still not cured yet...hate it..i alwaz got sorethroat n as a result my voice become jittery as if im nervous...hahaa...kae lar gonna hv sum rest...
Thanx norin n heyr fer the gud luck msg...
Heyr dun think too much abt ur r/s...if both of u love each otha,insyallah evrything will go smoothly...the secret is GIVE n TAKE and TRUST...
11:08 PM
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Todae is MOTHER"S DAE...hapie mothers dae to my dearest mummy who have take 18 years to take care of me and brought me up to be a good daughter...im so glad to have u as my mother...i appreciate all ur kindness,care n concern,freedom and the understanding u gave me...despite me being stubborn at times,u steel gave in to me and pretended nothing happen...i realie appreciate the trust u had in me...thanks mummy...i dunoe how to pay ur gratitude but trust me wadeva happens i will alwaez be there fer u...
MOTHER YOU ARE THE BEST...todae i surprised her by going out early in the morning to buy fer her a gift which is a 7pcs tumbler set...went to cwp with my youngest sis to buy fer her a gift...my 3rd sis bought her a brooch an lip gloss,2nd sis bake muffins just fer her...the 4th sis boght fresh flowers fer her...how sweet can a daughter eve b to her mother...n its very rare to see me huggung n kissing her...i do appreciate ur presence mother but sumtyme its hard fer me to express eventhou i care a lot fer u...
Clinical prac exam is tmr at 2-3pm...n im the 1st one to b assess...nervousss!!! Cuz the rest had been assessed n heard a lot of scary stories abt lecturers being grumpy n vent it out on students..oh my..how m i gonna go thru dis period..n their criteria sumtymes are not in the book...pray hard dat i get rubbing fer clinical prac...ya lar heyr beban is over...so shiok arh no need to worie..n ya u neva gave me ur lanyard fer tmr 8am lesson..hope u dun b late...xiao jun i steel can't tag on ur tagboard...it sae sumtihing abt spam prevention..damn..i will trie to tag u asap on anotha tagboard ya...i miss u loads gal...
Im having a cold now...keep sneezing non stop..pop panadol cold but hv no effect..WTH...gona hv a nap fer a while...n fer those ppl hving ur clinical prac tmr, all the best..jiayou!!!!
1:54 PM
Thursday, May 08, 2008
Came home late ystd at 11pm cux a friend of mine is in need....u r alwaez there weneva i need u so its time i repay back ur gratitude...was shocked wen u called me n sudd started tearing...i noe sumthing is not rite...quickly rush down to braddel to pick her up after theory test n went down to esplanade...wanted to withdraw money but atm machine at esplanade was faulty..the idiot thing is dats the onli atm machine lar... lucky steel got spare cash at dat tyme...onli $4.50 enuff to buy the shrooms meal...hahaa...
Told her updates abt my sch life,attachment life n pasttime of kutok org...at least it did make her cheer up fer a while...after dat wen to merlion to sit down n tok...told me dat she had a quarrel with her bf n d wae he treat her is so different after 1 year of being tgt...i noe if 4 yrs r/s can breakup wad more a 1 yr r/s...it all start frm a small misunderstanding n sum harsh words dat pierce thru her heart...i feel fer her cux i went thru dat situation b4...either 1 hv to give n take n make initiative...i rmbr MAY once sae...love the person fer who she/he is...dont eva change the person...but the guy wan her to change...
Sumtymes they can be insensitive to gerl's feeling...im not generalising...sum guys r ok...ex is alwaez the contributing factor in r/s quarrel..wad to do we gerls r sensitive n selfish...if can we wan our man all by ourself...but dats impossible...haha...
Luckily fren is taking it cool n easy...dun b too harsh on urself...in life certain times we hv to let go of things if he does not belong to us...u can enjoy ur singlehood without control...im sure u will find a betta guy..just noe i will b dere fer u alweaz...trust me...
Slept at 1am ystd...was so tired...n todae the whole dae i was weak n sleepy...didnt felt like dis b4...to the extent dat i slept fer a while at a seating place at lvl 3 beside bio lab...im all so drained...cant slip during aftn nap...
Hafiz sir msg me....so hapie dat he replied to my msg..its been so long since i last saw him...miss his phrase...got gold on the floor is it until must look down, my grandma take it awae readie...
Cnt wait fer ymr graduation briefing...on the actual dae can wash eyes larr..haha..noti2..got intention wan...will b miting ayang onli on sat..5 daez of not miting him make me miss him...distance makes the heart fonder??
9:31 PM
Thursday, May 01, 2008
Ystd was quite an enjoyable dae with the screams n running all over the place to the extent of climbing on the bench just becux of a cockroach...didnt noe dat may n poh was also scared of the cockroach...n it all happens in the toilet..i was so scared to change my attire becux the cockroach was lying on the floor...n the thing is it is NOT DEAD...eww yucksss...sheil cover it with toilet roll cardboard n move it a bit..suddenly it turn n crawl out of it...it started crawling everywer...we started shouting till outside can hear us...kept running all over the place...till zhu yu's fren killed it..n everyone calmed down..Onli me,may,sheil,poh,zhu yu n yuan yuan...khair op-out cux his love was sick(so swit of him rite)...onli 6 ppl run out of the 10ppl last wk...the spirit is starting to die down but its a NO fer me..i wana do my best...but i steel cnt do the incline pull up...PFFT..Onli poh,zhu yu n me finished the 6 rounds..the weather was super burning hott sei...sheil,yuan2 pancet at 3rd round while may at 5th round...i acheieved a timing of 16min...went up by 1 min...wohoo..steel room fer improvement...Went to bath...it was HEAVEN man...so cooling..after dat went to buy fruit juice to quench my thirst..yum2 starfruit pear was so refreshing...sumthing like isotonic drink..may bought banana...haha..she sae it was so nice...hehe..wrong...Waited fer nisa fer 1 hr...then went to khatib park to hv sum fresh air...then nisa went mit boify while i went to mit mine cux we steel hv issues to settle...a separation dat was unexpected...i didnt want to sae it becux i seriously lurve u...but u push me to the max of saying it...just anotha 4 more daez to 1yr...in fact i didnt even expect us to go dix far...but thinking it thru after all the thick n thin dat we hv gone thru tgt just make me diff to make dat decision...its a TEST u wan to see weather i can take it or not...feelings r no joke to me...Wad happened btw the both of us was a NIGHTMARE...we broke each otha's heart but in the end we steel lurve each otha more as the daez goes by...everythin were back to normal ystd...steel hv no idea wad to buy fer our 1 year anniv....hmm...have to tink fast...Going to boify hse later n then go to his makcik's hse fer kenduri arwah...i need to wear baju kurong which is so NOT ME...do i hv a choice???hehe...tmr hv miting after sch fer ICA...gonna b bz...hv to start studying fer theory test liao...nxt wed sei..cnt play2...haha...wee...
2:27 PM
