Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Had a talk abt our future with him...abt our jobs,who will take care of the household chores and how is our wedding dinner gonna be like n how manie children r we gonna hv...
But sumhow it does makes me afraid of wadeva may happen in the future..its true we dun noe how long we will last...who noes the dae after we will break just like dat...nobody noes..
I hv tried telling u dat but no he doesn't wana think abt it....
U even asked me weather i will leave u if aniething bounds to happen...
my answer wud b no if wadeva happens is fnancial prob,family prob,werking probs...
BUT.....i will leave u if u dare hv anotha affair behind me cux i can't afford to share love..i dun wan history to repeat itself ayang...
i won't cry fer u aniemor at dat point of tym if it were to happens cux i hv made up my mind to move on n reach fer my dream to succed in life...
Don't eva ask me to stay in ur life again...
U told me dat i brought u happiness,make u change ur bad habit,lent u a listening ear,willing to go thru with u thru thick n thin,help u in ur financial probs...
anie otha gerls can do dat...the one special thing in me is dat I LOVE YOU THE WAE U R...n i dun need u to change aniething abt urself.
U urself told me to be with u foreva but i dun one u to find me n treasure me just becux u r in hardship...im sorie..u just hv to learn to suffer n realise ur mistakes. No doubt i still love u but i will hv to move on ayang...dat is my promise to u if it were bound to happen one dae.
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