Thursday, March 13, 2008
Exam results are finally OUT...n im so hapie dat i improved despite the last min revision fer 2037,2119,2117 n 2082...
i got A fer bioB+ fer 2119,B fer 2117 B fer 2037C+ fer research methodsC fer 2057A GPA of 2.944Im soo hapie..didnt expect to get gud results.Nevertheless im very satisfied with my results..told ayang the gud news n he was very hapie fer me...lurves..gonna celebrate it by buying myself a pair of jeans as a reward...n miting ayang tmr fer dinner n plan to chill with him because i don't get to spent tyme with him fer the past four daez...
Ayang i miss u alot...can't wait to mit,hug n kiss u tmr...love u dear..muackzzzzz...
5:52 PM
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Must love be based on education??I mean its true dat without a cert,its difficult to find a job...But will a good job secured a happy marriage in the future???I neva eva once look down on u before...U suddenly pop out the qn abt the future...abt wad job u were going to hold after u finish ur 2yrs of NS...I can just give u suggestion to continue studying or to take up new courses to upgrade urself...The motivation to continue studying lies in u...i can't help u if u don't help urself...in dis new generation cert is a MUST...i noe u can do it...don't be afraid of failure...because failure is the route to success...why must u b afraid??If the rest can do it,so can u..like wad i alwaez sae i will alwaez support u no matter wad happens...but y must u asked me to find anotha person?? Y r u afraid dat u can't support n take care of me..we can discuss it over..money doesn't make me happy..its u who makes my life worth living..i don't care if u don't hold a superior job...all i eva asked is fer u to be with me forever...we can work things out about the education thing...no one else can make me happy otha than YOU.
8:24 PM
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Had a talk abt our future with him...abt our jobs,who will take care of the household chores and how is our wedding dinner gonna be like n how manie children r we gonna hv...
But sumhow it does makes me afraid of wadeva may happen in the future..its true we dun noe how long we will last...who noes the dae after we will break just like dat...nobody noes..
I hv tried telling u dat but no he doesn't wana think abt it....
U even asked me weather i will leave u if aniething bounds to happen...
my answer wud b no if wadeva happens is fnancial prob,family prob,werking probs...
BUT.....i will leave u if u dare hv anotha affair behind me cux i can't afford to share love..i dun wan history to repeat itself ayang...
i won't cry fer u aniemor at dat point of tym if it were to happens cux i hv made up my mind to move on n reach fer my dream to succed in life...
Don't eva ask me to stay in ur life again...
U told me dat i brought u happiness,make u change ur bad habit,lent u a listening ear,willing to go thru with u thru thick n thin,help u in ur financial probs...
anie otha gerls can do dat...the one special thing in me is dat I LOVE YOU THE WAE U R...n i dun need u to change aniething abt urself.
U urself told me to be with u foreva but i dun one u to find me n treasure me just becux u r in hardship...im sorie..u just hv to learn to suffer n realise ur mistakes. No doubt i still love u but i will hv to move on ayang...dat is my promise to u if it were bound to happen one dae.
1:12 PM
Sunday, March 09, 2008
Had been sick from thurs all the wae till sat...was hving fever with productive cough n flu..decided to self medicate becux ive been to the doc 2 times last mth...luckily ayang was there to b by my side on thurs evening wen i was so weak n kept lying in bed...it did show dat he cared fer me...a blessful feeling indeed..
Stayed at home fer 3 daez...n finalie on todae i went out to have lunch with ayang..steel not well yet but slowly recovering..went to hv nasi padang at his place n tot after dat i just go home..but he suddenly wan to follow me home so i waited fer him...then on the wae to the bus stop we had a tok..he started to sae abt his past..of course i will feel upset cux im scared of losing u ayang...we fought fer a while but after dat things went back to normal...
When we reached my hse,ayang kept holding my labbie n start surfing internet...hmm fer abt 4 hrs he was surfing the internet,i just watched wadeva he was doing..then we went to eat ramli burger fer dinner..yum2...
Tmr he will be on afternoon shift all the wae till thurs...onli get to mit him on friday..which is four daes awae..gonna miss him...but tmr also miting him fer a while to pass food fer his dinner in case the canteen at his place is close..so must b prepared first..hehe...
Just gonna rest at home the whole of todae n make sure dat i get wll soon...anotha 2 wks to imh posting..yahoo.........
11:45 PM
Monday, March 03, 2008
Yeay...posting finish and the start to 3weeks holidae...im so lurving it..steel heaven plan wad to do dix holidae..hv yet to go shopping fer new clothes n jeans..to make time to mittup with my dearest bestie...clean up my messy room due to exam fvr last mth...hehe..
Well last wk gynae posting was wad i wud sae interesting...bcux it realie is an eyeopener fer me...did saw thru the procedure of bridge abortion wer the leg came out first insted of the head..at dat moment i suddenly feel so crushed as in y humans can b cruel at tymes fer their own selfish reasons...i hope 1 dae they will realise their mistake..
On sat went to vivo to mit rab n her sis...was super late fer at least 3omins sei..hehe..n d bad thing was my sandal strap broke at the wroong tyme..at dat point i was at noven..luckily i brought rubberband..it did help in emergency lar...yay!! Then i saw rab in the train frm outram towards harbourfront..tot they went 1st...nope they waited fer me at outram..so swit...went vivo to support antibiotic..was so kecoh sei n d best grp dat i was amazed is fantastic 2..so fierce,powerful n energetic..did enjoy the performance..
After dat hang out with eis,anna n wan...joking n laugh abt the past..hehe..abt all those kedi yrs n moments we had while trying to steal bicycle...those old daez was cute...
Sundae was boring so i went to do my eyebrow n bought new contacts..man dere was a rise of $5 extra sei...so expensive sei..frm $18 jump to $23...no choice lor 7% gst mah..after dat went to ella hse to chill...had a big fight with ayang over a msg...guess i was too paranoid..but ive tried to just calm down n accept wadeva dat may come...luckily everything settled btw the both of us...
Love is like a maze if u dun quite agree n understand with each otha...
12:37 AM
