Sunday, December 23, 2007
Sunday (23 Dec 2007)Life is full of risk...if we neva try, how wud we noe dat we can succeed..Like i told u life is neva easy....everything is difficult..but as long as u r hardwerking n dat u give ur very best,everything will go smoothly just like wad u want...Have confidence ppl...n rmbr dat onlie u can help urself..I can onlie b dere to give u motivation n support...Hope u rmbr my piece of advice..Wadeva happen, i will neva let u face it alone...i will b dere to share both joy n sorrows..Dat is my part as a human in dis werld..To give love,care n concern to all my loved ones...I wish u all d best n dun eva give up..jiayou!!!
11:30 PM
Saturday, December 22, 2007
Saturday (22 Dec 2007)
Wokeup at 11am cux ayang msg me...he was so excited cux he get to book out again...yea2 get to see him again..its just been a few hrs since i last met him but i miss him soo much...
Skip breakfast since i was not hungry...decided to follow mum to do groceries shopping..its been so long since i did dat..bought nasi ayam black pepper fer lunch...it was so nice..yum2..
After lunch i felt bored so i decide to paint my nails...it realie relieve my boredom...Dis is the 1st tym i paint my nail..n it did cum out nice..wee..was satisfied..after dat i felt sleepy so i took my afternoon nap...dis holidae i kept sleeping alot man..but im sure liking my holidaes..lurves..wokeup at 5pm to get readie to mit ayang..went fer dinner tgt...after dat slacked at his hse...played wrestling with him...my gosh he is damn harsh man..hehe..
After dat ayang was so tired...his fever is cuming back...told him to eat med but he was stubborn...i hope he get well soon wif plenty of rest..
Mr Heyr is going on a holidae todae..so wished u a hapie vacation n promise me dat u will cum back safely..4 daes of FUN n ENJOYMENT fer u...wee!!! I wan my souvenier...heh..just kidding...while on my wae back i saw a big tent fer wedding reception..the decoration realie caught my eyes..wit the chandelier shining..my gosh it realie looks like my dream wedding...awww...wen's my turn??...
Yea can't wait to mit my 2 darlings nxt thurs..hope dat they can make it...lurves..wer r we going aniwae??Heaven decide yet..hehe..nehmind..we r d last min gerls mah..hehe..
12:28 AM
Thursday, December 20, 2007
Thursday (20 Dec 2007)
Ystd wokeup super early at 6.30am just to go jogging with ella,lala,ain n wan...hehe.Met ella under my blk n then off we walk to the stadium..its just 10 mins walk..diz is the 1st tyme i went out with ella n we can communicate well...den met up with lala..it was unusual of lala to wakeup early..but good job..heh..then we decided to jog 1st just to wait fer nenek ain n tok wan arrival..promise that they will cum at 8 but they arrived at 8.30am...
Seriously this is the 1st tyme i jog after 2 yrs of not stepping into the stadium..n d worst thing is nxt yr is my NAPFA...dun noe how to gain back my stamina..guess i need help of ella d sprinter...we did hv a lot of fun smacking each others butt n toking abt our life while running..lala was so funny with all her lame jokes...make me tired of laughing...n gosh her boyfy is super handsem n fashionable...made me melts..hehe..
Then all of a sudden ella brokedown...i was so scared..me,lala n ain tried to console her...we just let her express her sadness...then she decided to jog alone..i just felt worried so i followed her just to let her noe dat she is not alone...ella dun ever blame urself dat u r stupid..take it as a challenge dat god hv given u..he is realie not worth ur tears..if he realie lurve u,he won't treat u like dis...d decision dat u made to be wit him is not a mistake at all...cux u dun expect him to change all of a sudden..rmbr we learn frm mistake...
Show him dat without him,u can steel survive n be strong...Gurl power...yes i agree 1 of diz daes we shud go to ECP to let out each otha steam...then we went to ljs to eat..i was super clumsy dat my fork n tub of cheese fall on the floor...lala was saying dat i can steel eat the cheese provided i didn't touch the surface..kate nurse lala mah..
Then i sent ella home to her doorstep n gave her warmth hug to make her feel betta n dat we as her frens steel care fer her..then ain came to my hse to download music into her mp3...after they went home...i decided to take a small nap..ard 6pm went to mit ayang...
Then we went to eat BK n then i wanted to gv him the prezzie..but i didnt wan him to open in front of me scared pai se....so i tot of giving it to him wen i wanted to go home...but ayang was curious n he didn't like surprise..i steel didn't want to gv him..then ayang sulk..i cheer him up n gave him d prezzie finalie...then accompany him n his family to buy hp..after dat went to AA to eat supper...i was steel full so i just ate fries...
On the wae home, ayang msg me n said thnx fer d prezzie...im glad he did appreciatte it...lurve u dear...dun get to mit him todae cux he going his relative hse beside his dad...so just hv to wait till tmr then...missing u loads as d dae pass by ayang....
3:24 PM
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Tuesday (18 Dec 2007)
Wokeup late ard 12pm todae cux slept late d nite before ard 2.30am...did hv a heart to heart tok with eis...long time neva heard news frm him..but im hapie dat u didn't take it too hard abt wadeva dat is happening in ur life..i understand d state u r in...hope dat ur grandpa rest in peace...at least u did look on the bright side of life...we laugh,becum crazy n speak in mats-minahs term..its been so long dat i ever tok like dat..i think abt 6 mths..the gud thing is we didn't even lose contact...wee!!! Lurve dat tok alot...shall mitup soon..miss all of u..
Then todae went out with my 4th sis to yishun to trim my eyebrow cux its damn thick readie...after a month of not going there, wen i went there n thread..OMG the pain was unbearable plus i heaven eat my breakfast n lunch..imagine the stomach growling with the pain of ppl plucking several eyebrow hair at 1 go..hehe..then went to LJS to eat lunch...suddenly my hp rang..tot dat my sis called cux she is taking her N lvl result..look on caller ID it was heyr..hehe..n awk doesn't mean i go yishun alwaes mit my ayang wad..thinking abt wad u said now i noe my world revolve ard the kang-kang are..CCK not cholecyctokinin n YCK..hehe..
Toking abt Bio, i got A fer it..was so hapie cux i realie didn't hv the confidence dat i cud get A..expected B+ but yeah d hard werk did paid off...n luckily i did pass my research method ica eventhou didn't attend his boring longwinded lecture...n NORIN thanx fer going thru all the trouble just to look fer my admission no n my grade..appreciate it alots gal...
After waking up late, i steel felt sleepy..quickly went home cux was tired..n was so hapie dat sis can make it to sec 5..CONGRATS MY DEAR SIS....i hearts u..ur stressful studying did paid off..wee!!! Then watch rusell lee "old grandmothers tale"..but it was not scary at at all...then watch OTAI halfwae n slept fer ard 1 n half hrs...wokeup at 7.30pm..msg ayang gud luck wishes fer his PDT theory..i hope u pass d test ayang...hv confidence n dun b nervous...jiayou ayang..3 cheers fer ayng hip hip hooray...
Yea2 ayang booking out tmr..can't wait to mit u ayang..miss u loads..bought fer him sumthing..tot it was cute becux of the wording on the object...it realie carry a deep meaning in me..i hope u like it ayang..n ain ask me out tmr morning to go to the gym with her at khatib..its been soo loooooooooooong since we last met...miss2..hehe...
Im lurving the holidaes............wohooo!!!
9:00 PM
Monday, December 17, 2007
Monday (17 Dec 2007)
ITS THE START OF HOLIDAY.............weee!!! Im so lurving it after a lot of things dat happen last week..wer i hv to juggle btw studies n relationship..n im glad everything is back to normal..thanx ayang fer not hving grudges against me..im sorie dat i made u mad n followed my emotion too much..perhaps i need to chill myself down with ice...i felt guilty fer not believing dat u were sick n vomitted wen u wanted to find me...i tot u neva even care abt me n im nothing compared to ur ex..but it prove me wrong.......Ayang i realie lurve u...just dunoe how to thank u enuff..hehe
Norin thanx fer all ur help...d wae u treated me is soo like da jie to me..u realie hv dat strong sense of responsibilty..i felt loved n blessed..thanx gerl..just dunoe how to thank u enuff..im glad dat i hv u as a fren..n 1 thing u luk cute wit ur specs..m honoured to b the 1st one to c u wit specs among the grp 14s...2nd is heyr lar..hehe..n realie u shouldnt hv washed the clothes fer me...did tok wit her mum just to ask "aunte chi fan ler mah?"..dats d least dat i can do to make her hv d impression dat i did accept her presence..hehe..NORIN Hugs frm me to u..lurve2..
Went to cik seri hse on sat wit ayang to celebrate chacha's bdae...hehe...forget to buy her present..ayang's mom gave me 2 chicken plus 3 chicken strip frm kfc..i must admit it was a chicken dae fer me..hehe...ayang was sick so i put a pillow under his head n belai him...force him to eat ned cuz he kept vomitting..but the weird thing he get betta after he start playing pakau with pak ngah,cik aziz,ayu n cik zaba..hehe..i didnt dare to join...dey play big bets sei...soo scary mann...so i decided to play with the kids till 1am...was sleepy cux onli managed to catch 2 hrs of sleep after an advenurous nite...lets just put dat in my memories..heh...ayang fer d 1st tyme accompany me to take d taxi n paid fer it...lurve2...
Sundae did come to his hse to accompany his sis n him cuz his mom went m'sia to top up motor oil...was fun cuz we lie on d bed..the four of us pile on top of each otha..mcm pyramid..then we act as if we were jamming..i took d drums while ain take d guitar...baby with the tamborine n ayang as the lead singer..it was so much fun..iron ayang's clothes n then bought food fer them...wen his mom get home, he get readie to go back to camp...then i sent him all d wae to camp..
todae was exciting...went to watch alvin n d chipmunk wit mum,shanaz n my 3rd sis..was so fun n cute..lurve theodore character d most especialie his butt...n his green eyes was so charming...hehe..n wen he sae dat he got nightmare n wanted to slip with dave...aww dat part realie touched me alot...hehe...chipmunks u rock big tyme..mini moni mini mo mamasita..
Ain all d best fer ur N lvl exam tmr...hope u pass wit flying colour n get to gain admission into ur fav sch n course..n to fira enjoy ur werk ya...hehe...eis dun b sad by wadeva happen..if relationship tkd gadoh tu bedek larr...sumtym we will neva agree wut each otha but dat is the thing dat help us to strenghthen d bond n noe each otha more in depth..d main thing is patience is virtue...rmbr dat...
Argh m y guy bestie leaving in 5 daes tyme..gonna miss ur companion n d tyme we use to chat on msn,tok on d fone all sorts of nonsence,ur lameness n gilerness...rmbr to enjoy ureslf..hugs n lurve2...awak promiz me dat u will cum back safely kae...ILYBT....muackss...N to sheil cum back spore safely...i miss ur warmth hug dear...where's my souvenier??Just kidding gal...
10:15 PM
Sunday, December 09, 2007
Sunday ( 9 Dec 2007)
Im realie in a dilemma...
M i wrong to be angry??
I hv the rite to be jealous n angry...
Is dat called attitude?
Its true dat action speaks louder than werds..
but there r certain werds dat can just pierced thru my heart without u knowing..
Im sorie dear..i noe i shudnt hv brought up d past..
I just can't help it...
Im sorie if u hv to tolerate all my nonsense..
I just feel exhausted...
Its true dat im inexperienced...
maeb keeping silence is the best wae..
Like d saying silence is golden..
10:38 PM
Thursday, December 06, 2007
Thursday (6 Dec 2007)Im hapie with the wae my life is now...I just dun wan aniething to change..dun eva ask me to make a tough decision..cux im not readie fer it..
9:51 PM
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
Wednesday (5 dec 2007)
Mental health ica went on well and smooth..mr Bernard said dat its not bad, and deres steel room fer improvement..wad we noe is dat we hv done ours best..hehe.Was nervous at 1st..n accompanied by dat i got fever and sorethroat...but wad im glad dat its over..now we had to focus on abnormal psycho ica..left onli 1 wk..no choice but to rush..memii's grp wae of presenting was refreshing..it realie set the standards quite high..now we r all pressurized..
Went sumwer befor going home..just to buy sumthing fer household..it was raining heavily the whole dae..n since i neva brought umbrella, i hv to walk in the rain wit my white skinnies..it aws wet and dirty..hv sent to the laundry readie..
Bump myself on t0o bed..so comfy..at dat moment of tyme, i was feeling very warm inside of me..was suffering frm high fever..thx khair fer ur concern..no worries, ive heeded ur advice by eating my med before i wana go to slip..hope tmr im not sick cux just hate to see the doctor..hehe.Waste monie onli..self healing is betta..felt much betta now...sheil thx fer taking my card to tap fer tmr bernard's lesson..n tmr can't afford to miss param mock test..got tips fer ica..steel hv yet to revise on brain..kae i think i betta go n hv a rest..hope i got well tmr..yea!!
10:22 PM
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
Tuesday ( 4 Dec 2007)Haish im losing my voice...my throat just hurt..On top of dat i hv a presentation to present tmr...very nervous...hmm.Just hope dat i cud make it...wee...Not been sleeping well fer d past two daez...busy rushing thru the pjt fer abnormal psycho dat is due nxt wk..steel hv yet to study bio and research methods...Alot of things to do and soo little time...kae lah want to go rehearse my script fer tmr presentation..wee!!!
9:06 PM
Monday, December 03, 2007
Monday (3 dec 2007)
Weekend rocks alot fer me...wee!!! Fetch ayang on sat n went to his hse..decided to postpone swimming on sun since he was super tired...we watch tv and tok abt each othas life..ooo miss dix tok with him d most..i dunoe y but i feel dat i lurve u more...then played with baby since ain went to mit chacha n risha at cik seri hse..
Later dat nite ayang went to werk cux his bro last min said dat he is very tired to go so my ayang took his place...he rushed to tuas by taking a cab..while i accompany her mom to send baby to silat...then we went to see kuda kepang at d community centre..it was so cool..n fun..like a new experience for me...d wae they use spirit to take control of the body and dance like a horse...instead of them eating glass,they ate flower to lure d man-horse to the owner...n wen the owner beat the horse wit a rope..it made a loud sound..i wonder its not painful to them..hmm
Then ayang finish werk at 11+pm...den he wanted to go home since there is no more container..i was worried fer him cux der was not a single vehicle seen at tuas.Luckily he managed to catch the last bus...stayed at cik seri hse till 11.45pm..are alot dat dae. I ate nasi lemak fer breakfast,rice with sambal udang fer dinner and rice with ayam msk lemak fer supper..was super full...then his father took him home since he had a motor to fetch ayang...
On sundae went jemputan kahwin under his blk..accompany his mom since she had no frens...then ate nasi briyani..its been long since i ate it..n d berkat they gave was so nice..it was a glass mug with decoration..then we quickly get readie to go to the pool...
Took a cab eventhou it was near...we went to yishun swimming pool...then wen we went in saw cik junah daughter fina..she was so pretty..did tok with her n introduce ourself..hehe..den i go n change n went into the pool...ayang kept disturbing me by holding my leg wen i satrt to swim..then we play catching n he had to be the shark..hehe..the chacha n risha join us..they were so mischievious..kept touching my assets..yay!!Then accompny baby to play d slide..very embarrasing wen the lifeguard came up to me n said its onlie fer 10 yrs n below..so paise..
Then join d rest at middle pool..played water gun..n tried to swim frog style but it didn't werk..we swim frm 3pm till 6.30pm cux he had to go back to camp..then i went back to his hse to pack all his things..n sent him to CCK mrt station..d dae went by very fast..but it gona b over...left 1 more month n my ayang POP..weee!!! Hope i get to see him marched but im scared it clashed with my attatchment..haish..just see how it goes..
7:40 PM
