Friday, November 30, 2007
Friday (30 nov 2007)Todae was super dufer double triple fun..hehe..wakeup at 10am n find myself late fer lecture.Was supposed to wakeup at 9am to cum fer 11.10am lecture..tried to rush to get readie.Managed to board the 10.45am train and realise dat i hv to realie rush to tap d card within 10mins grace...Then khair even worst, wokeup at 10.30am..overslept rabak sei..hehe.Den i decided to go fetch khair at simei n go tgt to jurong swimming complex..On the wae ther in the mrt...i saw a man with a weird expression..he kept hanging his head up n opening his eyes very big as if he was angry..n he kept doing dat fer almost every min..maeb he terkenan or wad i dunoe noe..oni sheil n khair noe d expression..sorie to make u all laugh till sheil cry n khair drool..yay!!!Reach simei but was lost...i dun noe d direction to his hse eventhou dix was the 3rd tyme..hehe..managed to find at last after going 1 round ard simei mrt..hehe..den we went bk to mrt to go all d wae to chinese garden to mit fiona,xl,mingli,sheil,nisa n norin..wash eyes at cute n slenge mat n a pretty gerl who luk like eurasian..den alighted at chinese garden n tot dat they wud be dere..but we reached 1st..went to cheers to buy chicken pie but it happen all of a sudden sae..khair i noe u noe kae..so zip itt..den went into d lazy pool..weeeee!!!! balancing on the float wit khair..so fun..den we decided to go the pool with waves n artificail rain..it was very cold..xueling hold hands wit me..while d rest was behind us..khair was in front of us enjoying himself..diz moment of tyme, he went missing..sheil went to find him..fer a second we tot he was lost..he was realie in his own werld..We went play d slide..theres blue,pink n yellow..i realie like yellow the most..cuz its very fast n u can feel urself lying lateral...n wen we slide out..fer a moment it did go into my nose..but i admit its d best..we played till 3.45pm..then took pic tgt before washup..xueling had to rush to werk so didnt eat with us...miss her lameness..hehe..Forget dat norin my latest darling is werking with me in ttsh as mingli my 1st wife..hehe..feel so blessed but dunoe how to cope with two..heheh...den after dat fiona went home cux her hse was near..den we took mrt..me,khair,sheil n nisa drop off at cityhall while norin went to tamp..sorie khair n sheila fer dragging u along to town with ur slacky outfit..went to topshop to grab my tops..n den we spotted a barney concert at marina square..so hapie..especialie d part wer we hv to sing 'I LOVE U, U LOVE ME'..like small kid but deres a saying dat how old u may seem, theres alwaes a child in every1...went to starbucks to get rasberry frappucino n bought white skinnies at peni..dat guy who attend to me was so cute..wen he sae thanx..did make me melt..hehe..but he underage lar..yikes!!After dat was super tired worn out..so decided to go home..n i did enjoy my dae alot diz week..todae was d 2nd tyme went swimming..the 1st was with khair,sheil n norin at tamp...Im lurving my life alot...Ayang sorie if ive been neglecting u..im trying to enjoy every bit of my life to the fullest..its not dat i dun care about u...im glad dat u did trie to understand my position..can't wait to mit u ayang..miss u alot dear..Yea2 get to fetch him tmr..wee!!! Means hv to get up early so toodles i gonna slip nw..nites ppl..lurve khair,sheil,norin,nisa....hugs n kisses..n wei jie u broke ur promise lar..hehe..
11:29 PM
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Tuesday (27 Nov 2007)
My weekend was great..spent both sat and sun wit my ayang..thanx fer making me feel loved...i realie lurve u alot dear..despite all d hardship we faced..will miss u for anotha 6 daez..can't wait to hug u again..yay!!
Ya ba da ba doo..........i pass my clinical prac exam..im soo hapie..wee.Didnt expect to get peg feeding n bladder washout fer prac exam..n my lecturer is aishah..super scary..diz is all becuz khair gavage bag uat hal,since he wan to be representative fer majulah singapura..hehex..but thank god she was nice..onli her tone was firm n fierce..realie tot dat im gona fail at dat moment..but she passed me...wee..
Was mad ystd at dis gerl..she wanted to push d responsibility to my guy..how cud she..did i eva owe u aniething?? I dun even noe u..n pls dun play a fool wit me cux u will get hell frm me..n yupe hope dat wadeva i msg u ystd was a lesson to b learnt...wadeva it is i dun wan to hear anie bull shit frm u b***h...just stay away frm him..at least u shud consider gud enuf dat i let u msg my guy just to b fren with him..
If u wan it the hard wae..i will also gv u a hard tyme..
Todae we hv to wear ex sec sch PE tshirt...feel very akward cux scared dat ppl wud think i went into wrong sch..then we took pic..realie felt lyke d sec sch daez..weijie look like a real teacher to me..didnt noe dat he did relief teacher at sec sch...so cute..hehe
Den todae evening, sheil,maira n me went to amk to watch ENCHANTED...it was a nice muvi..realie enjoy d company with them..feel so loved n blessed to hv fren like them..
n khair hope ur headache dah okae..n ur head neva pusing...or else i can help turn fer u..kae sounds wrong..hehe..
Yea2 tmr swimming with norin,nisa n sheila..not sure d otha 2 guys will join or not..its gonna b super fun..wee!!! Can't wait fer tmr...
1:21 PM
Friday, November 23, 2007
Friday (23 Nov 2007)
Its alreadie d 6th week n steel i heaven start on abnormal psycho ICA...damn stress...a lot of thing to catch up..realie lost fer bio topic on brain. Very dry dat i alwaez hv little attention span on bio...hehe..learnt new things in mental health dat maeb im suffering frm mania..a hyperactive craziness...alwaez teasing ppl,not eating enuff n not hving my beauty slip..symptoms of it but the onli thing is dat i dun engage in harmful activities..yay!! Im saved frm dat disorder...
Overall dis week hv been quite okae fer me...a lots of ups n down..hustle n bustle..but ya luckily everything hv calm down..but i hv been thinking lately y i totalie change into anotha person dat i dun noe...its weird..i realise dat im no longer d person i used to be...why m i like dis??? I realie wan to change fer d betta..i dun wan ppl to hv d wrong perception of me..
Is it becux im tired of life or is it becuz im just living my life for othas??? Ive been trying to get an ans frm myself but i can't...i just wan to be dat old person dat i used to be...why must i change myself just to please othas???
Anw norin thx fer msging..i realie do appreciate ur opinion n kindness,BFF...n to the clique..i realie enjoy ur company..n im sorie if i eva did anieting that eva hurt ur feelings...i dun mean it at all...seriously...
to khair,sheil...thanx fer being my fren until now despite my gila-ness...BFF..
to wei jie,nisa,norin...im glad to be ur fren n hope dat we can continue our friendship as long as we live..
CHEERS FER D CLIQUE...
11:58 PM
Friday, November 16, 2007
Friday (16 Nov 2007)
Ooo....lurving dis week alot...especialie tue..yay!!! 3 guys came over n tok 2 me..sumore all are super handsem..n prince of the egypt is damn cute lar...
Steel hv yet to finish studying clinical...im broke fer d nxt week...sumbody plz help me..Just waiting fer pay dae to cum..hmmph..
n todae i didnt hv a DATE larr
5:04 PM
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Sunday ( 11 Nov 2007)
Didnt xpect everything to turn out like diz...now i noe d truth n verdict..thx fer d isolation.N at least now i noe d reason, i can move on..
Its okae u wan to believe ur cuzen more than me but now i noe wer i stand. Kindness realie doesn't pay...if u wan to kol me a liar by all means be it..
Dis shows dat u neva realie noe me inside out fer all dis years...u rather can accept apology frm ur bf but my apologies r not accepted...
favouritism ke per? WTH...world is neva fair...
I meant everyone r not perfect n hv flaws...i noe im at wrong..a small mistake n it becum a big issue.
Up to u if u dun eva wana trust me...if dats d case u can just buzz off frm my life...n one more thing ur bf dun hv to cum into d pic..parasite..its none of his bisness at all...
Was worried y he kept hiding things awae frm me recently...i realie dun wan to invade into ur private life..but im just curious..i dun wan history to repeat it self..we did promise not to hide aniething frm each otha...but i cnt force him if dats his decision...
fought wit him fer a while abt his hp...he did pushed me wen i tried to grab his hp...was so damn mad wit him...but later we sat tgt n tok things thru..
maeb im just too over suspicious..dats all..hehe..did make plans wit the kids to bring them go ice skating after my pay...dun wan to disappoint them..dey wer very hapie..wee..
i lovechacharishaainbaby.............u did make my dae wit the butt dance...my cutiepies...sweet..i meant not d ibrahim sweet lar fer khair..hehe..
thanx munii fer listening me out..at least i noe der is steel sumone out dere who trust me n support me...
11:06 PM
Friday, November 09, 2007
Friday ( 9 Nov 2007)Did hv a terrible dae ystd...started my pre-pms nonsense which i hated d most..cause me tinking unnecessary abt life..abt frens,ex-fren n boifren...make my mind twirl like a whirpool..luckily khair was not dere or else he will trie to stop my head frm turning lar..hehe.Just dunoe wad can stop me frm tinking..bored at home..aimless dunoe wer to go..didnt follow mum to cuzen hse cux i didnt feel like it..then ayang decided to ask me out..turn down d offer...dun wan to ruin otha perfect dae..lastly wen he get to sense dat sumting is wrong with me..he forced me to cum since he wanted to hv a talk wit me..Went down to his home...was shock to c ayang limping..cant bear to see him in dat condition.N he was hving a bit of fever..wanted to bring him to doc but he refused..he did advice me n made me feel much betta..thanx ayang..n khair also did advice n support me to..thanx a lot guys..lurve u both alot...will neva forget both ur gratitude..ayang hope u get well soon..take care..
12:26 AM
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
Wednesday ( 7 Nov 2007)
Todae was supposed to follow sheil to buy her skinnies but was not feeling well so went to sch fer 2 hrs lect on research method..cux didnt wana hv less than 100% attendance..so decided to jux cum n tap d card after dat cabot...
Onlie 5 person out of our class attended d lect..yuan2,pan shuang,zhu yu,rab n me..luckilie i did attend d lect cux mr patrick list all d impt criteria dat is a MUST to hv in d proposal fer our ICA..learnt sumting new abt sampling method..steel rmbr wad he told us to rmbr...stratified n cluster sampling r d same except dat they onli hv 1 diff...stratified sampling r grps based on demographic characteristic while cluster r grps based on organisation...
After dat i was feeling super hungry cux didnt eat breakfast in d mornz...was craving fer ban mian..den rab decided to teman me go amkio banquet to eat...rab had eaten mee siam in the morn bt i tried to psycho her to eat tgt wit me..cux if not it wud b very odd if she jux see me eat..n it was a success..we ate d same ting..
Den after our so called late lunch, wnt to amk hub to search fer chips ahoy cookies..while on d wae saw sum cool hp n mp3..rab was so attracted to dix nokia slim fone..slimer den mimi's samsung fone...den we both decided to save monie to buy mp3..itupon if our cite2 tercapai..
heh..we saw dx shop selling yami yoghurt n wanted to hv a taste of it..i bought cookies n crumb while rab bought choco hazel...it was nice cux i lurve cookies n crumbs,my favourite, but too bad rabs one cnt taste d chocolate,hehe...did enjoy d outing eventhou it was last minit..
Lucky to noe dat both khair n sheil r alrite..tu lar tk tahu uat assessment of d food b4 eating dat carrot cake..kan dah muntah..name jer nurse..hehe..Juz kidding..
Reach home at 6.30pm..was waiting fer my ayang to cum to my hse...was so hapie wen he reach my hse..miss him alot..then we tok n tok wit my grandma..eat tgt as a family..mcm reunion..can c dat my grandma realie like him alot...so sweet..
Then sent him to bustop to take bus to go home...was feeling sympathy towards him cux he realie had a tough time dealing wit bunkmates,OC n FI...haish..ayang sbr jer..left 2 months to post out..i will alwaez b behind u to support u...
N khair did ask a stupid n lame joke which he made himself...n plz hor cinta ku bkn d kertas is so lame ans lor...who noes dat bisu engrave it on a necklace or papan ke...hehe...
yeas tmr holidae n ayang get 4 daez off..wee can get to mit him..yay!!
11:53 PM
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
Tuesday (6 Nov 2007)Ystd went to mit eis n d gang...was feeling very odd to mit them after a very long time but realie miss their lame jokes n laughter..eis realie did change alot..becum more handsem..hehe.I hv to go to ella hse to mit them cux she was sick n was diagnosed with gastric flu..was shy at 1st cux i didn't realie noe her...but aft hving a conversation wit her..i realise she is very nice n dat our personality match...she is very sweet n we share more abt each other..they wer thinking of hving an outing on sat at east coast...not sure weather im going or not..steel hvn decide..scared got last min outing wit my ayang..hehe.The typical me..tk baek sei of eis,ain n wan to pakat n terkejot kn me sumore kt sebelah my lift..it realie scare d hell out of me...yikes!!!In d end i realie enjoy my evening wit them..maeb we shud hang out often if we hv tyme....
10:31 PM
