Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Tuesday (26 Dec 2006)
Woah so fast left onli 5 daez to a brand new year lah... n 7 daes to reopen of sch... hahaa.. im onli one third finish with the project. Heaven even start studying yet... arghh dead man wen sch starts gona b bz with pjt n attachmt..haiz wad to do datz reality mann...
Hmm well todae didnt even go out cuz it was raining cats n dogs n d bad thing is i sprained my ankle sia... maeb due to walking to much kot..hahaa.. so just rot at home watching indon drama series.. yay!Mimpz hope at ur sorethroat get betta arh.. or else i terpikat with ur sexy n manly voice..haha!Alamak heaven even went for my 3rd hep jab seh... frm last sat... forgotten my appointment lah..kwang3.
A question suddenly struck my head... if u were to feel pain, which pain will u choose? Physical pain or emotional pain?I steel rmbr rab asking me diz qn... hahaa!For me i rather have physical pain den emotional pain... cuz physical pain can b treated faster.. while emotional pain takes a very long time especialie if u r heartbroken... haiz.Anw dere is no rite or wrong ans..
Izit even wrong to show care n concern 2wards ur loved ones?Eventhou we r frenz.. i steel hv feelings for u locked sumwer inside my heart...if u dun wan me to shower u with care n concern, u shud hv just sae so... u can hv it the wae u wan it... as long as we steel keep into contact n dat u rmbr me is enuff for me..haiz...well lets put dat aside...
Wah todae i just ate egg sandwich n milo for breakfast... dun realie hv the appetite to eat.. now its dinner time.. waiting for my mom to bring home mee goreng seafood.. if he neva eat, im also not eating lah.. it doesn't even matter to u weather i eat or not.. dat is wat u sae to me.. den y r searching for me evry nite... listening to ur voice is the onli solution to my insomnia...
kaelh... i tink ive blog more den enuff... ya.. hapie holidae ppl...
6:49 PM
Tuesday( 26 Dec 2006)Woah ystd has been quite an interesting dae sae... went to orchard to c the lighting with rab,her lil sis n kia... hehee.We promise to mit up at somerset mrt stn at 5pm.. lucky i was dere with my sis right on tyme ya... Alah shiela was not dere seh,tk gerek arh...Realie miz shiela soo much...yea2 she is cuming back todae.. can't wait to give her kisses and hugs.. i noe she wil surely sae aww while reading diz.. hee. Den we tour ard Orchard road...the lighting was so nice lah especialie at nite...Den kia wanted to find the biggest n highest christmas tree, so we wnt on with our mission to find it... guess wat? We did find it at last..it was in sum shopping centre... ya, sorie i forget the name lah... shud ask rab n kia later... hehee!Like usual we took pictures of the lighting,christmas tree n aniething dat realie capture our eye... thinking dat t can give us sum inspiration...Den we went into far east plaza n i dun noe wad suddenly struck kia's head to actuali suggested us to wear santa's hat... smangat seh.. i can't tahan to how rab's sis react..hehee!Rab sis: GILERRRRR ke??? Luckily dat fate was by our side... he didn't even manage to find the hat lah... after dat we were feeling hungry lah...We actualie dunoe wad to eat lah... so in the end we ended up with fastfood... alah kte smua tk cerewet ehk rab... hee.Fuyoo wen we reached there, there was no seat. Sumore all d fastfood restaurant was joined with the cinema... ade tk mkn pon ngan ddk...aper sae tk considerate arh mcm kte smua kan considerate...haiz ngok lah nas ss= shiok sendiri... hehee.After we ate, rab sis wana take neoprint so we went to orhard cineleisure... 2pon on the wae we got separated seh at wisma atria... me n my lil sis have to u-turn n go in2 wisma..haiz mafan seh... den wen i got out frm dere suddenly i saw rab n kia just infront of me... me n my sis ran to her.. glad dat we nvr lost each other.. c how strong our frenship... United we stand divided we fall,tol tk rab n kia?Finalie wen we reached cineleisure n went to the neoprint shop... hahaa! Me,rab n kia realie dun even noe how to operate the machine lah..diao! Luckily we got the 2 lil sis to our rescue.. nk choose the machine pon we not sure which is card or sticker... finalie rab n her sis chose the machine..kecoh seh...Wen we took our neoprint, my gosh we made a lot of noise like nobodie's biznez seh.. hehee. We make stuckup pose,act cute,smiley,shocked pose... realie had alot of fun with u guys... Now im missing all of u eventhou we met just now... kae ive yet to view shiel's blog... gonna do it now n den go to sleep...my lalaland...hope to mit u guys dere too... Gud nite my darlings...
1:02 AM
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Sunday( 17 Dec 2006)
Well here i m with with rabiah at cyber cafe at ang mo kio... n diz iz the 1st tyme i enter here. Its super noisy with the ppl so excited by playing maple story.. kia's favourite. Ouh i heard kia internet crashed down, i hope u can get it repair soon darling...
Hmmph let me c wat i have to blog... ya its been 3 daez since my mum left.. realie miss her soo much.Dun even hv the appetite to eat sae...wat touched me was wen she sae she cried for me wen she's leaving for m'sia.. she was quite worried for me lah...aww.I think i can't leave without my mum n family...
Kia n rab r asking me to go for the mentorship camp which is tmr...n i dun even hv the mood to enjoy myself... i juz wana b alone for sumtyme... im puzzled with my own life? Why is it so complicated dat dere is no solution to it... its endless..I can't get over the fact dat we r not 2gather n dat u r leaving me physically n emotionally... how cud u do diz to me?
Its been 1 and 1/2 mths since we parted... y can't i just put my past behind me... i dun wana drag it anie further.Its enuff for me.. but i realie can't let go of the past. There r soo manie obstacles dat realie contribute to our separation n i didnt even dare to tell u d real reason behind it... evrytime wen u contacted me, i tried to deny dat i steel hv feelings for u... Argggghhhh!
I hate myself for leaving u... perhaps i shud not hv let go of u... its my mistake, my fault...the pain dat i've brought upon myself is very torturous n unbearable..i noe wateva dat im saying now is pointless n dat we will neva eva get 2 b 2gather lyke last tyme again... i just hopedat u can get a better gerl who can take care of u... n i wun eva 4get u dear... haiz!!!
4:36 PM
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Well ystd was quite fun...
Especialie wen rab,me,shiela n kia went to AMK pizzza hut..
we realie ate n laugh like nobodie's biznez seh... it was cool man..oopz can't use dat word. Its restricted in our grp... whueva says n uses dat word surely confirm will get pinch from the rest...
hehee! The best part is i heaven been pinched by anie of them... trying to b careful not to say dat word..
Kae lets go back to the topic at pizza hut... ya we order:
- 3 type of sphagetti
-chicken baked pasta
-4 mushroom soup
-4 pepsi
-8 drumlets
-1 garlic bread
-1 chocolate symphony
-Oreo sundae
-chocolate brownie with ice cream
Man it all total up to ard $53++... we overbudget-ed our budget for diz week sae...
hahaa.. so much of me wanting to save for the christmas sale...
Anw d waitress all were so sweet looking n pretty... i felt bad sae wen one of the waitress serve me the ice cream n said " here's ur spoon". N i was like saying"Huh,spoon???" cuz she serve me a fork to eat my brownie... hehee!
Evrytyme wen she kept walking past our table, i kept apologizing to her.. i didn't meant to b cruel or sum sort to hurt her... its just dat i suddenly blurted it out...
Anw kia was looking at diz waitress name kaulah.. she was previously acting in K14..
He was grinning from ear to ear sae... hehe! Didnt c him diz hapie for quite a while thou..
After all dat hustle n bustle, we ask for payment n professor kia help us with the calculation...
I spent $13.95 sae just on dat dae onlie...
After dat we went back to sch 4 lect until 4pm.Den i quickly went home to get readie to go out with my dad to buy laptop for me... yeah!The awesome thing was dat i bought the laptop at Harvey Norman at northpoint... n got a lot of free gift such as 1GB thumbdrive,ram upgrade to 1 GB, free mouse n microsoft office software.Since im a comp idiot, i asked my dad to decide for me since he noez wats best...
At dat moment i went to the kopitaim to search weather ayu was werking... n yupe she did.. i purposely went dere to buy sum food n grab the opportunity to explain to her y i was ignoring her in the past.. she understand. I was also scared at dat tyme wat if i bump in2 my ex... luckily i didn't.Den my dad bought the laptop n i can't wait to use it sae...at nite my ex ask me to kol n i kol him... realie miz him a lot lah.He told me dat ayu saw me at northpoint n she tot dat i went to mit him.. he ask me y i didn't tell him dat i went northpoint. I told him dat im scared dat his gerlfren will get jealous... suddenly he told me dat he broke off with her cuz he was fedup of her behaviour furthermore, he suspected she has another guy...i just comforted him like dat... n he told me he is used to it... gerls making fun of his love... hmmph. I hv nothing more to say to him lor..xcept to make him hapie n laugh...
Yupe... OMG diz fri im supposed to go out with my frends' fren...i was like erm shud i go out with dat guy.Im steel not readie to open up yet... steel hv sum feelings for my ex...arghh. A lot of qn is playing in my mind... haiz... dunoe lah. Steel confuse... i juz dun wana make new guy frens at the moment seh...wana relax n chill... enjoy my singlehood... for me if the guy sae dey wana make fren meant going in2 relationship... frm all d experience dat i hv gone thru...hmmph...
K lah juz hope dat kia will recover soon from his nausea... rmbr kia to have enuff rest n drink plenty of water...n most impt of all eat ur medicine: acetaminophine... k darlingz.
Kesian sae rab... her arm is full of bluish blackish bruises... due to kia's sharp pinch... hahaa! She so easy to bully sae...hee. Juz kidding darling...
Now shiela is bored to death cuz we hv to wait for another hour for the briefing abt the cambodia trip thingy... dats y im filling up my tyme by blogging... sorie arh if its too much to read... juz need to blog wateva dat happens cuz it have been 13 daes since i last blog... i count okae...
Dats all lah... now wana rest my fingers dat hv been typing the keyboard since the last 1 hr+...
Have a gd dae evryone...
Lurve u all my darlingz n not 2 forget my sistalup fira dearest... MUACKZ!
12:54 PM
Friday, December 01, 2006
Im super stress seh diz week... alot of things to do n soo little tyme..
Rushing here n dere for my psycho ica, clinical prac n socio ica... just can't wait for the weekends. Steel got 1082 ica heaven start at all...arghh!!!Alwaez thought dat poly life is gonna b free n relazx but no its also stres wen it comes to exam period... soo much to wanting to escape from exam stress..hahaa!!
On wed... i saw my ex colleague at yishun mrt station..OMG cant believe my eyes dat he is alreadie the manager of macdonald sia.. he is steel d same old person nothing change abt him... n it was quite sweet dat he rmbr me... awww. N btw kia dat tyme i didnt follow u,rab n amira is not bcuz im meeting a guy k... just wen out with my adek angkt to buy a bdae present for her bf..lol..
N guess wat? Kia is also the type of guy dat plays jiwang songs...hahaa! Didnt expect it cuz i thought onli typical MATS play guitar...well my judgement was wrong... anw d wae he sang the song 'seri' was so cute lah, too bad he canot tinggikn suare at the part 'terang'... nobodie can lawan awie nyer...kwang3.
After dis is my socio ica n im not even feeling nervous at all... perhaps the tyme heaven cum yet... d rest of the grp member r bz tidying up their research... while shiela n joanne wen 4 their clinical prac exam... juz wish dem all the best yar!
Kae lah i need to rehearse my script...
10:24 AM
