Y can't u show ur care n concern wen i went home late dat nite... at least msg me lah if ur bz.. i feel so neglected.Its lyke im single n not attached at all... maeb u dun understand my feeling..i was waiting for ur kol or msg...my mood was interrupted..
My imagination simply ran wild n i started doubting our love...wat if he has another woman behind me.. i wanted to put all diz things aside n just move on wif life.. but sumhw its hurting me.. i dun wan my heart to b pierced again by a knife...
Todae also he is planning to cum to my hse n i was freaking shock dat he was going to bring ayu along...i can't reject visitors since its not dat polite to do dat... im so surprised cuz i steel rmbr the last tyme he told me dat he was going to avoid her lah... n now dey r getting more close..wat is diz? Janji palsu izzit?
Y is dat gerl so eager to c me? She wana compare herself wit me izzit? Im reallie puzzled abt her behaviour...
Y do all guys like to sweetalk even wen dey r not sincere?Its like ur playing with gerls emotion lor...he even was proud dat he can sweetalk gerls until their heart melt..haiz.I even raise the quetion weather all diz while he sweetalk me is sincere or not? N he sae he was sincere... its hard to trust his words but i just accept it lah..
N recently another guy came into my life... he was quite a nice guy... the prob iz he was heartbroken cuz his relationshp failed... he was feeling down so he gave me a kol ystd... he express his feeling n frustration to me... as to y gerls can fool a guy in showing dem dat dey love them but in fact there're not...
He even ask me y he neva fall in love with me instead... i sae its all in the hands of god.Anw we r the one whu plan but god r the one determine our fate... i tried comforting him but now im scared dat he will fall in love with me if i continue to get close? Wad shud i do? I dun wan to give him false hope... since he alreadie had his heart shatteredmany timez.... n he dun even noe dat im attached at the moment cuz i hv made a promise with him...
I realie hope dat he n me can b frenz onli n nothing else cuz i realie love my guy a lot despite how he treat me... maeb its just a test dat god wana c weather i can handle the prob n obstacle or not... i hope my guy won't misunderstand all diz... i dun eva wana even tink of playing with ppls emotion cuz dat is the most fragile part of human..
Lets just c wer will diz end...
1:06 PM
Welcome!
Love that is true never grows old.
It's Me
Nasreen aka nas
Nanyang Polytechnic
Year 3 graduating in 11 mths time
Student but gonna be staff nurse soon
Im in lurve with sumone who managed to find the key to my heart
Loves hanging out with frens,sociable,open minded and shopping.
Appreciate evry one dat appear in my life before..
