What is the meaning of love? The care n concern sumone shows towards u.I wish i can feel n sense it.... the past 3 mths i feel dat we hv a lot of difference.I realie love u a lot n prepare to sacrifice anithing except 4 my v.... y cant u even understand? I cant fathom y must u b unfaithful 2wards me... all my trust for u have shattered like pieces of glass...y cant u shower me with the love dat i needed??? Im dying for dat... u have a lot of gerl frens dat i dun mynd at least u noe ur limits but in dis case d wae u msg dem make them hv the wrong idea... I dun feel special aniemore. I just feel dat im just another spare tire...Am i not a good enuff for u? Y muz everything end up lyke diz... i suffer a lot for u... i bear all the vulgarities dat u used to scold me... i take as a positive wae dat u care for me... its so hard for me to let u go since ur my 1st love... i dun wan to b treated lyke diz... wen i c couples outside very hapie 2gather,i envy them... i dun even noe weather u love me or not... i kept thinking but no ans came into my mynd.. y muz love b so torturing... on ur bdae i steel rmbr seeing the word aishah syg another gerl whu likes him... i cant believe my eyes.Dat was the name i saw with my own eyes... tell me whu won't b mad... i didn't show it to him but my heart aches a lot.At dat tyme my tears was going to trickle down my cheeks but i tried to control... i cant show my anger 2wards him... dat was the strangest part. Im quite stupid y i muz b taken in with his sweetalker words...haiz...its so unfair.I dun wan him 2 do the same things again... im afraid im not able to take it....
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Welcome!
Love that is true never grows old.
It's Me
Nasreen aka nas
Nanyang Polytechnic
Year 3 graduating in 11 mths time
Student but gonna be staff nurse soon
Im in lurve with sumone who managed to find the key to my heart
Loves hanging out with frens,sociable,open minded and shopping.
Appreciate evry one dat appear in my life before..
