Guess wat! Ystd morning i initiate a breakup from him... i cannot take it aniemore.It was so hard for me to let out the word from my mouth. The moment i said the word 'break', i broke down.I can't bear to leave him despite the wae he treated me. The whole dae iwas moody.I tot it was gonna b easy forgetting him. No, it was super hard. In the aftn he msg me saying dat he was just joking. Not evrything can b joke abt... u must b serious at certain tyme wat. He kept comparing me with ayu n aishah( the gerl he neva met b4).He sae dey r prepared to give him wateva he wants.Tell me which gerl won't b hurt upon hearing dat... Dat nite he wanted to meet me. Den im not sure weather i shud mit him or not. His fren zul gave me a kol n was trying to encourage me to patch up with him.Den i decided dat nite to meet him to solve evrything.
I tot dat my realatnshp with him gonna end dere onli... he came with a sad face n i can c he was thinking too much. I tried to comfort him n treat him as a fren onli but it was so akward...hahaa! He started to confess n prove his love to me.. rmbr dat tyme i got tell u dat i bought for hima chain n a lighter... he brought it with him.He sae if he neva love me, he wud not even bother to wear the chain or bring the lighter. He sae the chain have neva left him b4.Evrywer he go he bring it along... i close my ear wen he said dat cuz i dun wana listen to all his sweet words.It just make my feelings towards him grow more...finalie he sae if i dun love him, i won't stop him from jumping... the moment he wana jump, i hold him very tightly. I dun wana lose him.He den ask me weather im serious abt the breakup n i said i didn't mean it.
I noe he will neva gonna let me go easily... i hope he will b truthful to me from now on... just hope so lah...
11:40 AM
Welcome!
Love that is true never grows old.
It's Me
Nasreen aka nas
Nanyang Polytechnic
Year 3 graduating in 11 mths time
Student but gonna be staff nurse soon
Im in lurve with sumone who managed to find the key to my heart
Loves hanging out with frens,sociable,open minded and shopping.
Appreciate evry one dat appear in my life before..
