Well todae was quite a hapie momentz in the dae n emotional moment in the nite... well diz wud b a dae dat i will neva ever forget for my entire life...
Lets begin:
At ard 3pm, me n muni went to fetch my syg at the mrt station to go to my house..i brought muni so dat she can cover up my syg n my grandma won't suspect dat he was my guy... cuz my grandma disapprove of me getting a boifren at dis young age...the first thing dat me,muni n my syg wen we went in my hse was laugh as dey saw my garndma cuz she will surely tok abt P.Ramlee...her favourite actor.She can even rmbr all the lines clearly.
Sumore my syg n muni have no knowledge of P.Ramlee...dey realie no nuts abt it... wen my grandma start her P.Ramlee thingy, dey juz shook their head with evry word she sae as if dey were so into it... i was at the kitchen preparing food for them but at the same time i peep at them n laugh non stop sia...den my grandma kept toking to my syg n he also juzt tok with her... dey were getting along very well... dere was dis point of tyme dat he ask my syg to eat more den normal intake...hahaa!!!Funnie sia...
Wat shock me most is wen my mom told me dat my grandma berkenan with him...den wen i told muni n my syg abt it,dey started to burst out laughing... i didn't noe dat she support my realationship sia... thinking abt it was quite sweet sae...awww
At ard 7 pm, the 3 of uz went out from the hse n i accompanie muni 2 the mrt statn, aft dat we walk ard my area to take sum fresh air... we tok abt our family prob n our past life... it was quite fun n interesting... den dere was at diz tyme i made a mistake...
Eis kol me ard 9+ lyke dat n we tok on the fone for a while... he ask me i was with whu n i suddenly blurted the wrong word... i told him dat i was with my fren wen my syg was just beside me...den he kept quiet all the wae wen i put down the fone.At dat tyme it was rainig heavily sia... I ask him y was he quiet, its not his normal self sae.Den i kept provoking him until he sae a peribahase...'harapkan pagar,pagar makan padi'... he sae dat implies to me... i was lyke huh... wat wrong did i do... i didn't quite get it...
After thinking for sumtyme he was trying to imply dat i was a backstabber... he felt dat i had sum kynd of relatnshp with eis... i was shocked sae wen he said dat... that shows he didn't trust me n just becuz of dat'fren' word,he got all tensed up... i brought abt the issue wen he was making frens with dis gerl named nadia...he can even sae dat he was out with a fren wereas i was just beside him... i just kept quiet at dat tyme. He sae dat he was juzt fooling her... i was lyke if he can y i can't... it cannot b unfair treatment of gender... not necessary guy muz b given complete dominance...hahaa!!! Lyke sociology sia...
At dat point of tyme wen he said dat my heart completely shattered lyke pieces of glass... i cannot take it... y can'the even rmbr all the sacrifices i made for him...haiz!!Den i gave him his hp n i walk in the rain hoping dat he won't see me crie...den he ran after me n pull me to d nearest sheltter... he ask me to look into his eyes to sae the reason y i crie... i said nothing... few min later i saw his eyes welling with tears... i was so stunned.I ask him y he crie n he sae dat he was useless n dat he had hurt manie ppl...
Den he sent me home by dragging me... the whole wae he n me was crying... he told me dat he wud neva leave me but at the same tyme he ask me to take care... it feels as if sumthing was not rite..wen he sent me home,his face was kind of sad... he went off n i didn't went home straight.I went to sit at the staircase n kol muni immed... she was the onlie bestie dat i can go to in case i have probz... she reassure me dat he wun do anithing foolish n ask me 2 go home.Just few minz i reached home, he msg me dat he had to end his lyfe cuz he felt dat dere was no point in him living n he also said dat he was under my block n dat will b the last tyme i get 2 see him...
I quickly ran down 2 see him... he was sitting at the bench... i saw his tears flowing down his cheeks. I went towards him n console him... i gave him advice n ask him to look at the bright side of life... if he was useless, he wun b working, have the means to support his family n dat i wun b with him if he was useless in the 1st place...correct rite? Den he sae dat he was scared i wud leave him but in d end i reassure him n sae dat nobodie n nothing can separate us not even a gerl,guy,gay or lesbian....hahaa!!! Wen he was ok, we both went home...
Thinking abt wat happen ystdae... make me laugh non stop.It realie test our love n bonding btw each other...now i noe dat i love him sincerely sae... it was lyke a hindustan movie but too bad no music lah...hahaa!D moment i went home i kol muni n told her the whole storie, she was lyke stunned at my storie n laughing all the wae, but i was glad dat she was dere to lend me her listening ear,give me advice n support me n i will alweas rmbr u as my bestfren forever...Aft koling muni, i kol him n we were so paise but at least we confess our love n dat was enuff... now i noe dat he love me as much as i love him....
1:39 PM
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Love that is true never grows old.
It's Me
Nasreen aka nas
Nanyang Polytechnic
Year 3 graduating in 11 mths time
Student but gonna be staff nurse soon
Im in lurve with sumone who managed to find the key to my heart
Loves hanging out with frens,sociable,open minded and shopping.
Appreciate evry one dat appear in my life before..
