Well todae was quite a hapie momentz in the dae n emotional moment in the nite... well diz wud b a dae dat i will neva ever forget for my entire life...
Lets begin:
At ard 3pm, me n muni went to fetch my syg at the mrt station to go to my house..i brought muni so dat she can cover up my syg n my grandma won't suspect dat he was my guy... cuz my grandma disapprove of me getting a boifren at dis young age...the first thing dat me,muni n my syg wen we went in my hse was laugh as dey saw my garndma cuz she will surely tok abt P.Ramlee...her favourite actor.She can even rmbr all the lines clearly.
Sumore my syg n muni have no knowledge of P.Ramlee...dey realie no nuts abt it... wen my grandma start her P.Ramlee thingy, dey juz shook their head with evry word she sae as if dey were so into it... i was at the kitchen preparing food for them but at the same time i peep at them n laugh non stop sia...den my grandma kept toking to my syg n he also juzt tok with her... dey were getting along very well... dere was dis point of tyme dat he ask my syg to eat more den normal intake...hahaa!!!Funnie sia...
Wat shock me most is wen my mom told me dat my grandma berkenan with him...den wen i told muni n my syg abt it,dey started to burst out laughing... i didn't noe dat she support my realationship sia... thinking abt it was quite sweet sae...awww
At ard 7 pm, the 3 of uz went out from the hse n i accompanie muni 2 the mrt statn, aft dat we walk ard my area to take sum fresh air... we tok abt our family prob n our past life... it was quite fun n interesting... den dere was at diz tyme i made a mistake...
Eis kol me ard 9+ lyke dat n we tok on the fone for a while... he ask me i was with whu n i suddenly blurted the wrong word... i told him dat i was with my fren wen my syg was just beside me...den he kept quiet all the wae wen i put down the fone.At dat tyme it was rainig heavily sia... I ask him y was he quiet, its not his normal self sae.Den i kept provoking him until he sae a peribahase...'harapkan pagar,pagar makan padi'... he sae dat implies to me... i was lyke huh... wat wrong did i do... i didn't quite get it...
After thinking for sumtyme he was trying to imply dat i was a backstabber... he felt dat i had sum kynd of relatnshp with eis... i was shocked sae wen he said dat... that shows he didn't trust me n just becuz of dat'fren' word,he got all tensed up... i brought abt the issue wen he was making frens with dis gerl named nadia...he can even sae dat he was out with a fren wereas i was just beside him... i just kept quiet at dat tyme. He sae dat he was juzt fooling her... i was lyke if he can y i can't... it cannot b unfair treatment of gender... not necessary guy muz b given complete dominance...hahaa!!! Lyke sociology sia...
At dat point of tyme wen he said dat my heart completely shattered lyke pieces of glass... i cannot take it... y can'the even rmbr all the sacrifices i made for him...haiz!!Den i gave him his hp n i walk in the rain hoping dat he won't see me crie...den he ran after me n pull me to d nearest sheltter... he ask me to look into his eyes to sae the reason y i crie... i said nothing... few min later i saw his eyes welling with tears... i was so stunned.I ask him y he crie n he sae dat he was useless n dat he had hurt manie ppl...
Den he sent me home by dragging me... the whole wae he n me was crying... he told me dat he wud neva leave me but at the same tyme he ask me to take care... it feels as if sumthing was not rite..wen he sent me home,his face was kind of sad... he went off n i didn't went home straight.I went to sit at the staircase n kol muni immed... she was the onlie bestie dat i can go to in case i have probz... she reassure me dat he wun do anithing foolish n ask me 2 go home.Just few minz i reached home, he msg me dat he had to end his lyfe cuz he felt dat dere was no point in him living n he also said dat he was under my block n dat will b the last tyme i get 2 see him...
I quickly ran down 2 see him... he was sitting at the bench... i saw his tears flowing down his cheeks. I went towards him n console him... i gave him advice n ask him to look at the bright side of life... if he was useless, he wun b working, have the means to support his family n dat i wun b with him if he was useless in the 1st place...correct rite? Den he sae dat he was scared i wud leave him but in d end i reassure him n sae dat nobodie n nothing can separate us not even a gerl,guy,gay or lesbian....hahaa!!! Wen he was ok, we both went home...
Thinking abt wat happen ystdae... make me laugh non stop.It realie test our love n bonding btw each other...now i noe dat i love him sincerely sae... it was lyke a hindustan movie but too bad no music lah...hahaa!D moment i went home i kol muni n told her the whole storie, she was lyke stunned at my storie n laughing all the wae, but i was glad dat she was dere to lend me her listening ear,give me advice n support me n i will alweas rmbr u as my bestfren forever...Aft koling muni, i kol him n we were so paise but at least we confess our love n dat was enuff... now i noe dat he love me as much as i love him....
1:39 PM
Adiouz ppl... sorie for the long vacation... realie lah no tyme to update my blog since my stupid comp cannot enter the website...hahaa! Well on sat 26 aug guess wat i went to toa payoh with rab,munii,farah n ziela to catch the spore idolz...
Omg i can't believe dat i get to see hadi live sia... soo hott n cute sae.The best thing is dat his mum was standing juzt in front of me.Wat else me n my frends all shouted lyke nobodie biznez sia eventhou we were having sorethroat,quite touching rite..hahaa!It was damn cool.But too bad i didn't get the bag n poster.If onli i can get the poster...Jonathan even threw his sunglass to the crowd.Whuever gat dat sure is one lucky person man...
After dat me muni,farah n ziela went to muni hse to lepak... while rab went home with her mom n sis... frm toa payoh we walk all the wae to muni hse juzt to cut cost...but it was gerek toking to all of them as we get to gossip abt boyz... well dats a muzt in our list rite gerlz...hahaa!!! My gosh i didn't noe dat farah n ziela tok lyke loudspeaker sia... lucky my ear neva bleed sae...
Den just wen i began to settle down, my syg ask me to kol... to my horror he said dat he haz commited a murder.. at first i dun wana believe him but his storie seem so true 2gather with the serious tone... i started to breakdown.He sae dat he gone surrender to the police n dat will b the last tyme im gona hear abt him... wen he heard me cry lyke hell, he began to laugh... den i noe dat he was joking.. he sae it was fun tricking me...wat sia... make me crie for no reason sae... finalie i realise dat i realie love him n wana b with him forever...Muni saw me crying n ask me why... i told her the whole storie n she also laugh in the end...
After dat at nite, all of us watch the encore telecast of spore idol n we went head over heels for hadi... we will alwaez support u no matter wat happen... peminat setia katekan...Muni was seriouzly down with flu dat dae.. it was so bad dat she can't even walk to take her blankie.... so me as a future nurse went to her rescue... den ard 9.30 lyke dat i went home cuz my syg readie told me to go home... it was de most enjoyable moment with my bestie...
1:11 PM
Friday, August 11, 2006
On the wed(9 aug) which is the national dae... i went out with my syg to viSit his fren whu was in the hospital.. Actualie the dae b4 i have planned to go watch the firework with anga n ayu but i decided to change my mind bcuz he sae dat i value my frens more than him.Its tough being in a relationship as i nd to take his feelings into consideration n sacrifice my tyme for him.. but its realie worth it.Out of nowhere he says dat his family is going too.I began to panic sae cuz i bery the paise wana mit his mum.He den calm me down n ask me to take it as if im gona mit my own mum...
WOW dat was quite a heavy word sia...its not easy u noe.Hahaa! Den i went to Changi GH with him n his family... awww his little sis was soo cute...evryone calls her baby.Mansur was recuperating well onli dat he cannot talk but luckily he cud recognise ppl.Ard 30 mins later he ask me along to mit his cuzins... wat sia ppl wana watch ndp but i juz followed him. Inside the cab dat we took, he told hiz younger sis dat was in pri 4 dat i was gonna b her sis in law...malu sae. I juz ignore wateva he was saying.
At his cuzin house, he sat beside me n feed me...it was quite sweet but akward at the same tyme cuz we r at his cuzins house...hahaa!But DEn i enjoy the companion of his sister...ard 10 pm lyke dat i went home..
At nite ard 12 midnite...i kal him n we began chatting. Its strange cuz alweaz on the fone he will trie to make jokes dat are neva funnie.Lyke yesterdae he told me dat he was going to get married in dec...i did not believe him at first but after he kept toking abt it,i started believing him.I juz control myself.If the gerl have contacted him long ago,he shud b frank.I dun mind being hurt as long as he iz hapie.. he kept asking me weather i was okie n i said yes.. den seconds later he ask me to go to sleep without anie reason.I can feel dat it waz not the usual him....I cannot bear to leave him just lyke dat... i was so depressed sae at dat tyme...
Ard 4 am he msg me dat all of the marriage thingy was a hoax...hahaa! Make me worie n shed tears for nothing sae. Luckily it was all juz a lie... or else how cud i ever survive without him sae.. I realie love u alot... plz stop testing me dear. Luckily muni was dere to comfort me sia or else i realie dunoe wat to do if she did not listen to my prob... thanz gal i will alweaz rmbr u...
2:11 PM
On the eve of national dae which is 8 aug... me and fira went over to elfy's house for a BBQ to celebrate the eve of national dae.We came at ard 6.45 pm lyke dat.Wat else i n fira juz sat dere waiting for elfy to bbq the prawn n chicken..yumm2 my favourite.I tot dere was gona b a lot of ppl but in the end dere was onli 6 ppl... dat is me,fira,elfy,faizal,afiq n afan.Sitting with them was damn shiok sia cuz dey are always full of crap not crab! Hahaa!!Dat dae dey kutuk fira rabak sae juz bcuz she wore tudung until i cannot take it...keep laughing n laughing.BUt overall i did enjoy myself.... ard 10 pm den we started to go off... it was alreadie late but wat the hell at least i did have the chance to have sum fun... wohoo!!!
2:00 PM
Monday, August 07, 2006
Wow i realie enjoy myself last friday(4 aug)... it was a fun experience especialie hanging out with elfy n the gang n not to forget my sistalup fira.That dae me n fira decided to ask elfy to teach us how to play guitar... we den went to mit elfy outside the smbwg mrt station and from dere we walk to afan's house.The first thing i did wen i reached dere was to carry n hug afan's little sister... i did not noe wat came over me.She was so cute.. i usualie melt weneva i saw small kids.But dat doesn't mean i wan one now...hahaa!Den elfy introduce afan's big bro dat is afiq to me n fira... he was very fun to be with especialie with all the lame jokez... dat neva fail to make me laugh till my stomach cramp.. me n fira was attracted to him n keep admiring him.. neva did i noe he was the jiwang type.
Wen he play the guitar n sang some songs... i was alreadie in my dreamworld.. it was fun hanging out with them...fira steel cud not master the basic step of the guitar strumming.Den her elfy alwaes like to make fun of her... it was cute looking at how dey behave towards each other eventhou they have feelings for each other.. soon it was time for me n fira to go as i have to meet my sayang.. i ask elfy to lead us back to the mrt station as i wana ask him sum personal qn abt him n fira..hehe..how bad can i be..he confess in front of me dat he like fira.My mission accomplished. I love to dig out dark secret from ppl...its my pastime..hahaa!
After dat i went to yishun to buy dinner for my sayang while fira head home...realie dunoe wat 2 buy... since he can't take spicy food, i decided to buy for him chicken rice. Looking at him eating is readie enuff for me eventhou i was feeling hungry... wen he has knocked out from work, he tried to lock the door leaving me alone at the staircase way... i was so stupid thinking dat he was realie gona lock me so i ran to the door n within a flash i fall down... my butt realie hurts sia.Sumore i was wearing slipper at that tyme... he den held me up n ask me weather i was okie.I started laughing non stop at how i fall... malu sae fall in front of him.. after dat i sent him home n den me head to my home sweet home...
3:36 PM
Thursday, August 03, 2006
At around 12.53 pm, my heart was pounding harder as the minute goes by.... my group have to present our project about pre-schoolers devt in 7 minz tyme and at the last min i suddenly remembered about the interview video thingy, it was not save in the thumbdrive.... cold sweat began trickling down my forehead... i realie do not noe wat to do... a lot of question began playing in my mind... i was feeling very scared that i might fail my ICA sia... den i decided to just pluck up my courage and give it my best shot....
In the class... soon it was tyme for my group to present... we feel lyke telling the lecturer to postpone our group project since we did not have the moral devt video of my sis...but no words came out from our mouth.. we just start our presentation.. with no hope and thinking that we all gonna fail... at the end of the presentation, the lecturer give out comments and at dat tyme i just feel lyke closing my ears...
I was shocked dat we met all the criteria and dat she will not penalize us if we did not have the video... thank god... all my worries den resided... hehe... i was so hapie dat all our hard werk was paid off...
I am glad dat my group mates were cooperative... i love u all 1) Choo Xiu Hui 2) Koh Xue Ling 3) Lee Fung 4) Fiona 5) Pan Shuang without all of ur help.... i cannot even imagine wat will happen....i will keep all the fun memories dat we had while doing the project togather... laughing here and dere lyke a mad gerl.. hehe... finallie our ICA ended for this semester.... yah0oooo!!!!
2:52 PM
Welcome!
Love that is true never grows old.
It's Me
Nasreen aka nas
Nanyang Polytechnic
Year 3 graduating in 11 mths time
Student but gonna be staff nurse soon
Im in lurve with sumone who managed to find the key to my heart
Loves hanging out with frens,sociable,open minded and shopping.
Appreciate evry one dat appear in my life before..
